Alyssa Loves You == ALY

LG

2010-08-07T19:33:00.000-07:00

howdy babes and boos!~

Long time again no hear from me, ugh i feel like a lame blogger. THAT SARKKKSS.

Anyway, LG. [Life's Good]

just wanna blogger wish all those pitiful Riam-ers that are having their trials next week. hwen we just FREAKIN finished our syllabus just like a week before. When are we mean to have time to study?! Its like we come home from school like around 4.30. then most people have tuition at night on certain subjects. Are we suppose to burn the midnight oil EVERYNIGHT? After all, we are still school students, we need like plenty of rest. ugh, weird school. not only that, we already have extra classes in the afternoons, and now they are wanting us to come back to school on weekends~ For EXTRA extra classes. == me don't likey.

The Words of a Procrastinator.

2010-07-31T07:21:00.000-07:00

The Words of a Procrastinator.

OH woe the terrible feeling of PROCRASTINATION.

Its like you don't have the some-sort of "pushing" ability to work, but to SLACK.

Which is like, bad. Very bad in fact. You not only waste a lot but a lot of your health away. Especially when you stare at the computer or television just for the sake of it. Not only it damages your eyes cells and also degenerates the transparent white outer covering. It also stressing out your optic never to concentrating on a bright white screen that will tire it out. Another bad thing about procrastination is its joy of time wasting. why do people procrastinate? Statistics say, its mostly because they find school work or useful stuff unappealing. true? false?

Wtf am i saying? xD. Oh, the boredom.

2010-07-31T05:17:00.000-07:00

Its been like ages. Since i have really blogged. Which sucks!

What better ways than to start a blog with a song.

Alyy is a little girl

who likes to eat bananas,

Everyday i always wear a bright yellow bandana,

Everybody all teach me

how to count to ten,

everyone is nice to me

they all deserve a pen~

Okay, that was lame. Explains my boredom!

2010-06-27T05:24:00.000-07:00

rawr.rawr.rawr.

I gotta say this blog is very very pitiful. Makes me wanna you know, start again. All afresh. But, i cant. Its not.. professional. xD so, instead, i REVAMPED my whole blog. once again. blehxx.

Actually there is more to this than it seems, i'm. feeling uncomfortable. I mean with.. us. I'm trying my best to work things through. I hope its not giving me extra pressure. When you tell me that there is no pressure, i feel pressure. When you say calm down, i'll get worked up. I want to feel the same way as i had with you before.. Why does it look a bit dim now?

There is nothing like, a stressful wind coming my way. And its SO Alyy to do useless things when there is alot of things to do. Like this, blogging. When i'm suppose to be, Printing an extra script for max, doing my individual oral bm script, memorise the group oral script, working on my moral project and general studying for my spm. Whoo. thats a whole load eh? an guess what?

I AIN'T DOING IT

nuff said,

teehee.

2010-05-29T08:36:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time since, I've met someone that i realy wanna work out with.

He's gives me the spark that no one else has.

Being with him, I'm definite that you'll protect me.

Giving a girl protection a girl wants,

Is the best way to go.

I'm so in love with you.

Like no other. :)

I trust you with all my heart,

I hope you do too.

As you are the only one.

2010-05-21T00:32:00.000-07:00

you made me smile like the sun,

fall out of bed,

sing like a bird,

dizzy in my head,

crazy on a Sunday nighttttttt...... :)

You made me dance like a fool,

forget how to breathe,

shine like gold,

buzz like a bee,

just the thought of you can get me wild.

Ohh. you make me smile. x)

-smile, uncle kraker.

Its like you make my heartbeat 24 hours a day,

I can feel you in my heart in every way,

2010-05-07T02:14:00.000-07:00

This week had been an interesting week,

I've clearly bonded with my classmates well.

More independent. More focused.

Life's good.

LG. :)

Now, this post is dedicated to 2 friends of mine.

If they EVER read this,

I wanna say...

Please. limit people.

just because he treats you like a princess and do whatever you tell him to without even thinking, But you can't exploit him. You might think he's very willing. But, things have a limit.

If you were to let him help you, you should help him back when he needs it. Not treating him like a piece of shit. It might be a habit treating him like that, it should stop. Its hurting us watching both of you. we care for both. Friendship isn't about how much he/she is useful to you. But, to share everything and anything. Not pushing him to the side when he is no use to you. Its very disgraceful. :/

But, on the other hand i would like to say. The other side being too nice. You shouldn't encourage her. I know you're nice and all. But you should know that money don't grow on trees and its okay to share that wealth once in awhile, But you should learn how to say no you know. :) There is something called fairness. Speak out, if you need to. Your head, your "maruah" is still important you know... So take care of it.

nuff for now!.

xoxo.

i've been better

2010-04-30T01:14:00.000-07:00

Its quite a while since I've blogged. Thats probably because i have school and blah blah. drone drone. Its like, the same thing, over and over and over again. I wish something new would come up like... SPM is cancelled! orr.... Our drama is picked to go somewhere to perform. But noooo.... My day is just like that, normal like people needing to poop everyday. == You can say, i've been extra "high" nowadays. Because of the fact that sitting in class is boring by myself if i don't find someone to play with.. Come on, i'm sooo bored til i'm making word search puzzles for everyone to do!. which means "distracting" them, not good alyssa. @.@

I got 1st in B class this periodic. Nothing much compared to those A class people. Its much much less stressing in B class I must admit. karkar.

RAWR.RAWR. STUPID MAX YEO

2010-04-26T02:59:00.000-07:00

My life is like a solo airplane now.

Its complicated to explain.

Its like. I'm an outsider to them now.

True that i have my own life, new things new people.

But being a solo is very lonely thing,

I have no one there for me when i really need someone.

I feel that I've become a burden to them.

Its a very depressing feeling.

Leading me to do things i never do without them.

Feeling that i am not friendless.

That i can have fun without them..

But, today i realized.

One of them do keep my back.

Someone that i would never think that will.

I was so touched 'til i shed a tear.

I thought i was alone with my decisions.

I mean, who would care what i do nowadays.

I think if i fell down the stairs at school and only bruised myself.

No one would care.

Thank You, CHAI HUI YEN,

I now know you have my back.

I'll be a little less naive now.

Its just been awhile since i've been appreciated at places without you guys around most of the time already. Its hard to be the same when i'm not in the same class. So, you guys better remember me.. I'm not around most of the time with you guys for the last year of secondary school.... I'm gonna make the best of it. I hope you guys do too. You guys are lucky to have each other. I'm more to the unfortunate side.

2010-04-23T00:15:00.000-07:00

Hello fellow readers.

As, all the RRSS students know, Its RRSS day, advanced. a week in advanced..

23/04 this year.

It wasn't that fun at first really. That is my honest opinion. Too many duties and rules to abide to. Instead of spending the actual day with my classmates and friends. I was spending too much time with duties and jobs to do. In the end, we weren't really needed much. So it was a pure waste of time.

5C made their class like an AWESOME "day" club. lawls. They blacken the windows and coloured the lights. It looked cooolll~ not only that, they had speakers boooming the class down.. Or even the school for all i know. xD But i can say, i was really impressed. x) There was even a dancing circle. I wasn't at the class much. Because i chose to bond with my own class instead, as i still don't really know a quarter of them. So i can say i did very well. I have to thank KEVIN LAU, to be my photographer that day. :) and with the awesome pictures that i'm lazy to upload here. HAHA.

This was my last RRSS day, It was really memorable i must say. LOTS of things happened, ups and downs. I lazy upload the pictures now, so i'll do it in some other posts. x)

But, i have one. loll..

LAST of all..

I hope that my friends that got in trouble, gets out of trouble.

*praying* they will come out without... a record. heh. GOOD LUCK.

2010-04-17T03:01:00.000-07:00

I kinda think that i lost all my readers. HAHA.

But ahh well. Time for a new start.

I am NEEDING a new blog layout.

searching.. searching..

AHH. perfecto. elephanto. rockso.

its late, and i'm tired.

2010-04-16T10:27:00.000-07:00

I know its a bit late for blogging, but i just have to let out something that really didn't go really well today. Maybe i'm just not in the mood, or something else. When i don't reply you, doesn't mean i hate you. It just means, i want some time to quieten down, but just now, all you did what putting oil on a little spark that will maybe it more combustible.

It's pretty much not easy to put the fire out, but the best way to do it is to.... ; DO WHAT YOU THINK IS RIGHT AND STOP ASKING ME HOW TO. I aint your mentor. =O=

anyway, this is how i look like as a mother (Mina), with my husband, YAKOV.

My drama is kinda like, Mina The sequel, A part II of the 2008 drama. HAHA. observe the pictures ans spot the........ resemblence. ;p

Mina 2008.

Mina 2010

2010-04-16T01:59:00.000-07:00

Okay, how have i not blogged for a long time,

May this be another new start.

A new begginning.

I hope. teehee. x)

Well, about what i've been doing with my life.

I just finished my... DRAMA.

Ina weeks time, we.. ; WROTE A SCRIPT, MEMORIZED THE LINES, AND PERFECTED ACTING AND LIGHTING.

what a mouthfulll. thanks to this cast. HEARTS.

2010-02-17T23:05:00.000-08:00

This sucks, my blog is dying and i haven't done much to save it. I mean, its just there. but i really don't know what to write in it. People say that blogs are for where you just blablabla your feelings in here. And i have this feeling that it means sad feelings, depression. Because as soon as life is normal and perfect, everyone stops blogging because they are having too much fun. Thats how Alyy 'C'ees it. LOL. yeah. glee freak here.

This is the... fifth day of the CHINESE NEW YEAR and i'm totally bored at home already. And the angpaos are drasticly decreasing like from 15 on the 1st day to 2 on the fourth day... then becoming none today. LOL. And where is the chinese new year mood here in miri. I haven't even seen ONE lion dance from rrss at my area yet. Despite the fact that we have what 14 teams out there? HAHA. like WOW. such a quiet chinese new year, passing like that.

I watched PERCY JACKSON AND THE OLYMPIANS, THE LIGHTNING THEIF. It was AWESOME. I can't believe it isnt very hot it miri though. There should be a rush to watch it. But, looks like there isnt. I still find it weird. haha. Mirians get EXCITED about new moon. @.@ when its not exactly GOOD. Its lame now that i think of it. Its all because of the book everyone wants to watch it. And the HOTHOTHOT Taylor Lautner. HARHARHARDIHARRRR.. :D

psst. i wanna be a DEMI-GOD too!

2010-02-07T00:52:00.000-08:00

Its been a long week i must say. Ups and downs. testestestest and more test. Study everyday at for 12 hours everyday. Which is half a day. Now currently doing chemistry PEKA. Boring boring ole peka.

HAHA.

Dota rocks man. depite the fact that i am still a pure NOOB. but at least i know how to buy and stuff. And kill when i can. xD. But if i don't play with my friends, I suck. xD. Because no one there to help me. I like the cooperativeness in the game and definately NOT the swearing part. HAHA.

" You noticed, baby its TIME FOR MIRACLES, cause i ain't givin' up on love...."- time for miracles

2010-02-05T01:07:00.000-08:00

sighs sighs sighs SIGHS.
why oh WHY does the drama have to be so early this year?! like wtf man! Not only that, that SCHOOL only informed us these few days. HOW THE HECK ARE WE GONNA GET EVERYTHING READY IN 3 WEEKS?? i mean its okay for you goverment school and only school half day, can pratice in the afternoons as long as you want! butbut.. us rrss students only finish school at about 4.10. and we CANT skip classes without having a VALID reason. The school only gives these priviledges to the ATHELTES, BRASS BANDS and BASKETBALLERS. Its so not fair you know. I think drama should be advertised and "dipupukan" because its more useful than to be able to run and throw balls into HOOPS..
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despite the no time fact. why the heck didnt anyone tell us it was that early?! ~~fuck~~ we might have even be good competition for drama baa. Our talents don't lose to those winning schools also...HOPE YOU HAVE FUN WITH THE FOREVER WINNING TROPHY! without competition. what is the point in having the cup thingy?
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breathe alyssa. breathe..

2010-01-31T00:27:00.000-08:00

i'm uber uuber uber happy! as i have fixed my long time unfixed windows live messenger!!!!
i feeelll sooo proud! i want to jump up with JOY. So so so happpyyyy! yayy!! i mean, i did all by myself, i went to send a complaint email to those windows tech people. then they gave me LONG reply on what to do! which i did, and waited to sign in. THEN VOILA!
-alyy has signed in-
WHOOTS!
ROCKS. XOXOXOXO!

2010-01-29T01:33:00.000-08:00

Friday 29/02

Its been a long day today. and its not over yet. Soon to be over yes, but not yet. xD

Anyway, what happened today. Well, My school is having its annual Sports Day. Today we had the rehearsal for the opening ceremony. WHICH WAS UTTER TORTURE for the march passers. like WOW. Can't believe the sun could be sooo SCORCHING at the field. It was beating down on us like nobody's business you know.

Like that. okay that is over exagerating. but STILL. @.@

It was that bad. But i'm alive to tell the tale, so thats good right? oh wait. tomorrow have to do the REAL thing including the time standing there while the speeches are on. DAMN! nuuu~~Oh. The fact that i'm complaing about the sun is because, i'm a marcher in the "prefect" group. AND standing in front as i'm short. WHICH SUCKS TO THE MAX!.hehe At least i'm still alive. So i'm happy. And i lost weight due the tranining. WHOOTS! HURRAY! :))

2010-01-29T00:38:00.000-08:00

I'm currently so so so addicted to these songs.

I know this song is old or what not. But its so... AWESOME.

This song makes me feel happy! That i have someone always there for me no matter what. x)

Like the song says, You and i together, it just feels so right..

This song rocks! xD Its just so happy and cute. That i'm falling for suju!. xD

They look so pure here. Not some dancing and emo pop guy group. WHOO~

2010-01-24T05:41:00.000-08:00

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My heart won over my head. It was a fearsome battle but the winner has took its place. My heart won over my head. My head that is full of reasons and thoughts won over my heart that is full of fantasy and dreams.
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Maybe it was the look in your eyes that made my heart melt, I don know.. all i know is my heart freaggin' won.... and now i'm happy. happiest i can ever be... no complications or bad thinkings. Just plain following the heart. my heart.
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Human minds are interesting things to analyse. how they think, how they respond. Sometimes its just so predictable. but at times its so jaw dropping there are no words to describe it. that is how complicated human minds are. There are just too many nerves in the brain to control everything. So the best way, is to relaxxx the brain more often. but that is impossible for me. LOL. I have too much going on in there..
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I watched one random spongebob episode once, it was like squidward wanted to make spongebo the ideal waiter, so he asks him to blank out his mind and only think of waitering. and so he did, all the mini spongebob in his head running around destoying everything in his mind except waitering. Its was so cute! but then, when squidward asked for his name.
"do-ohh, whats my name?!??!??!??!?! *minispongebobs* AHHHH! WE DESTROYED HIS NAME!! AHHHHHH!!".
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SRY RANDOM. NIGHTS!

2010-01-22T23:34:00.000-08:00

RAWR.
I"m so sorry sorry sorry sorry sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry that i haven't been much of a logger. i'm like forever apologising for this. its sad. xDD. AH welll~ I'm not like a professional blogger or anything. Just a simple little girl with writing stuff down in her head. hahaha...
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How i wish, that you were DIGI! you know who i'm refering to. HUH! so expensive. my twin should be using the same station. xD. yes, i found the closest ultimate twin. its cool! he's only 18 mins +- younger than me, aint that awesome? xD If you think about it, what are the chances of meeting a fellow baby that came out the same time as you in the future? so close... but now so far.. haha. cool cool cool cool!.
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i don't care what background that person has, all i want to know, if he really cares about me NOW. not what he did before. i trust in the present, not the past.

2010-01-17T02:50:00.000-08:00

Okay, i just finished with a game of DOTA with my birthday buddy. hahaha edzrul. He's so random? Thanks for showing some mercy? and... for wtf mode? so LAME! hahahahah! but fun anyways.

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Today is an ordinary sunday for a little girl like me, except, i didnt do any homework. WAS TOO LAZY. bcoz i do alot at school anywayy.. So i'm using this time to really rest my brain.

-- sunday 17/01

2010-01-15T23:12:00.000-08:00

You know what, I absolutely HATE playboys. Like, i just met one. I cant believe he's like that you know. To the world he says he likes that girl, then down under, he says that he likes another girl actually. its SO LAME. And both girls are best friends again. You have pretty much lost my respect. A A A ur head ah! psshhhh!

2010-01-14T23:05:00.000-08:00

Okay, now for my weekly blogging!
My WUVLY daddy bought us this laptop tv cable! So now i'm currently on my "tv" not my laptop... addition to that, with an awesome portable keyboard and mouse. IT ROCKS man!
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Its been raining non stop for like 3 days already,... and with no presence of sun. like WOW. and everyday feels like aircond on the outside. ITS COOL!. except, the school is really a bit silly, since there is like, NATURAL aircond already outside. why don't they just save energy and switch off the aircond the INSIDE. its seriously lowering the study feeling. Because everyone is fighting for warmth in there!! I mean seriuosly, I for one, is sitting under the direct aircond blows and is clattering bones in there. Cannot tahan la really. I wear like double jackets in there. like WHOOT. and right now, de outside door is open and my fingers are freexzing. wow.... Is the monsoon season here? (stupid question). well it cant be autumn or spring right? heh. brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~
(nice change of weather though. xD i personally love the rain. x) Its just this water from the sky that cleanses the earth. x)

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Other than the forever coldness, everything is fine. Yes, i've felt down a few times this week. But, I thought out of it. x) because i still have people by my side always. x) so they say anyway. xD. okay. now if you were to be so great and read my blog. AARON TOLD ME TO PUT THAT REALTIONSHIP STATUS, THEN I'M GONNA CLAIM FREE LUNCH FROM HIM. YAY! SO I'M NOT DOING THIS FOR FREE. HEHEHEHEHE! SO. its, not true. :P i don think he reads my blog either. xD

2010-01-09T04:51:00.000-08:00

Its, a lazy saturday today but tomorrow is a homework day! Have to be joyous about it. or else i wudn't wanna do it. Hehe. HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK. Happy homework. :) think. happy. yes. homework. Man, now i sound a little too nerdy. xD

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You know now that i think about it, its been like 4 years since i first came to rrss. And now its like the 5th year in the school and also my last year. All i can say really is. wow. So many things have happened. Now i feel so... freakin' ~~OLD~~ haha. Met my current bestfriends. I realised, my current bestfriends were not my 1st bestfriends in that school. We only became best friends after we got to know each other. Which is definately how best friends are created. :P LOL.

You can say, i really miss those times already. YOUNGER days. sighs.
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You not only touched my soul but made me happy everyday. The only thing is that you have to wait. Wait til im ready. That i have to apologise to you. You can say, you brought me out of misery by being at my side. Stuff that i'm sad about, you can always help me forget them. Thank you.

happ birthdya mumm!

2010-01-08T07:54:00.000-08:00

Heyy, another post for today.
Today is my mummy's birthday. and i wore a smexy outfit for a birthday dinner. x) and wore contacts. haha. man, wearing and taking off contacts are cool experiences. LOL. its like, without specs you're momentarily blind. then you put these clear pieces of plastics in our eyes, and all of a sudden you can see so clearly again. like. wooooww. x) And same thing with the takin off of the contacts, its like you can see clearly then you grab the plastics out again. then you are once again, blind. coool. The wonders of contact lenses.
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I'm happy, i'm happy. Everyday trying to be happy. SPM right now feels like a normal thing already. Feeling sad and things like that are LAME. We need to always think of the positive and not the negative. yes yes, everyone be happy!
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okayy.. now what i did tonight. celebrate mummy's birthday dinne at dynasty. :) twas funnn~ i sang alot on stage today. kinda fun singing with my cousins. the best feeling. :) rawr. my mum and her friends all were half drunk in the end. Right at this moment,they are at agogo having a karaoke! i'm left at home. ah well, watcing draam now anyway!
byeeeee

heyy

2010-01-07T22:32:00.000-08:00

hey ya'll~
I have to blog on fridays and weekends only now. :/ yeah. SPM. the SPM year. suckyyyy!
I truly truly miss miss blogging and the free do nothing time i had in the holidays. I can't til after spm already, which still is a long way from now. @.@ But i'm afraid that i kena NS. Which would suck to the max! Anyway, lets not think about that. :)
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School. is fun and relaxing now. i was actually expecting a little ressure as SPM is coming my way. But, surprisingly my new class is as playful as ever. haha! I love my class. Yeah, i know that this is my last year in secondary, and i should be making the most of it with my friends or sumthing. But, in the end i wasn't put in the same class as them. I find it fine, because i'm not tied down by them in studies anymore. Since they're in a different league, i should be boosting up ASAP. I can do it. I know i can. Nothing is going to stop me now, its not the play all day Alyssa anymore. Its play sometimes Alyssa, hahaha.
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I saw him today. ^^ It was like far away, but i knew it was him. How he trained his eyes upon me was unmistakable. But, i didnt know what to say to him anyway. all i can do is just smile at the thought of him waiting for me.... just me... its. a lovely thought. x)

2010, words

2010-01-02T00:23:00.000-08:00

Good evening ladies and gentlemen,
Its like, 1 more day of freedom til we are down to earth with showering heads of books again.
Are you all feeling the tension?
This would be our last year in this school my friends. :)
WOW. years flew by so fast. Can't fully believe that this is gonna be the 5 year of knowing you all.. How everyone grew.. in heart and in HEIGHT. damn. i didnt grow in that sector. HAIYA
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man, so soi today. my phone sot. the zero button just gave up on me. cannot press at all! i just don't understand WHY. haiya!! so now i'm using my grandpa's new spare phone. lucky today i met him. haha! he has now got 3 phones. o.O nvm, i'm still alive with that phone. I think the phone purposely committed suicide because its my SPM year. HAIYA. so bad. xD. NEVERMIND. its good for me. haha. Til now, i'm still online like everyday. That is not really good. xD. makes it harder for me to stop going online. hmm.. SEE LA. if i still go online often after schools starts. People that i text that don't need to go school yet, are SO gonna miss me. *hinthint* HAHA. no la. jk. i'm blogging now, because. i'm waitin for my drama to finish buffering.. lalalalalaa~~
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now people, please do not say "school is starting soon" for 2 days okay. i'm trying to savour the last of my freedom.
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oh. btw, sorry for declining all the "hanging out" offers. I really am trying to tone down for outing this year. And don't let my mum worry so much about my studies. I'm not trying to be unsocialble, just. I'll be around. but just not in person u know. haha. So don't miss me too much!. xD
chow~

Happy new year

2009-12-31T21:11:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!

Holy myyy~ Its now 2010~

Another year of.... stuff? xD or events!

2009 has been a long year. despite the fact its 365 days, It still whizz by like lightning! like zzoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooommmm!!!

wowza~

now, about the year of 2009..

what i've done on this year.

ALOT. Haha~

JAN: the beginning of 2009, i remember that i was still sore from the PMR results. It was kind of a disappointment, but i still ended up in 4A! Which sounds good, but MY. It was defo not fun at all... Oh! we had to do orientation on Jan, it wasn't that fun this year, as it was constantly RAINING! So it wasn't very nice. :/ AH well! the lat day was cool though. random leaders water fight, hahahaha! And my group colleagues were funner this time, made me make new close friends. That included, zhen chean, jonathan and christine kong. :) ahh. the memories. xP. our last year doing orientation ord. not that nice. still 2008 orientation nicer. more freeee..~

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Feb: It was chinese new year if i'm not mistaken. And the fact that we had our 1st ADD Maths test, which i tought was gonna be the worst one. Who knows, there were more terrible ones after that. T.T blahh.. hahaha! My house had a major open house. And clifton and debbo was around to attend it. i think. yes, they did. syn yi was around too. ahh...... the memories. OH, not forgeting our anual chinese new year visiting. this time mich and jit joined. but no synyi. oh man... me and mich GAMBLED alot this time.@.@ lost to simon. babi ba that guy. suck our money. hahaha! it was fun but not fun when I had to organise the transport and stuff. i'm retiring from this in 2010. watch out! xD

March: now, its time for LIFEgame! It was the most awesome "game" ever. I meant alot of friends there too. And they haven't forgotten me since. "i'm touched" hahaha. This include wei kang, we xiang. My hubby and my maple buddy. xD and they have been my good friends ever since the games. yes, i know. they are very random. ;p OH. it was shaw kit's birthday this month! i rmbr, m & mich ought him a nice black smexy bra. and a shirt which was too small.. so sad. it was a nice shaw kit-like shirt. poo. :/ ah well. in the end, his mom took de bra too. hahaha!

April: I don rmbr much here.. OH! yaa. i rmbr now.. we were starting to ensemble all the drama team members. and i distinctively rmbr, mdm sheila freaking me out that the drama competition was in MAY. omg, like it scared all us till we practiced almost everyday.. going KSL, finishing the script and stuff. it was so stressing. not only that, got exams right at the corner. @@. nevermind la. hahah. so this year drama team was; alyssa, michelle, premjit, shereen, kelly, carlos, eu pin, eu min, zhen chean, xin ying, and anita. oh, and i missed the JAZZ fest. i dint know what came to me when i said i didnt' wanna go. I think it was the PMS. ah well. i don't think me missing that changed anything. HAHA. except alyy's presence was not there. THATS ALL. hahahaha

May: hmm,,, i think the... exams were about here. bcoz i rmbr that we were stressing that de drama competition was next month but we had to stop practice bcoz we needed to study too... it was soooo stressfull.. @.@ but after the exams, we didnt care about class. but more to the drama... yes, we worked so hard!. T.T oh it was huiyen's birthday. she cudnt blow the candle! xP

June: aha! this was the drama month. !! we practiced everyday, asses off. made sure eu min says his Father/FaDe right. xD it was funny. and carlos' PEPPER right. haha! we got 4th tho. so sad. ahh welll.. xD this is the month that i met him. Yes, after 3 years of not seeing him, i saw him again. haha. adam yusuf. LOL. i knew him since orientation in form 1. and on drama day, well. he asked for my number. the funny thing is., he didnt listen properly and copied the wrong number! *burst out laughing* he thought i was ignoring him when i didnt even know he was texting "me". xD that is when the chase began... OH this month had the D class anually gathering dinner. it was fun to dress up with dress code... and it was on SCOTT'S birthday.. x) me, yi and chelle shocked him in the early morning. with him still in specs and stuff.. so funny.. the RRSS concert was at this time too! we were the newest dance in the making.., we finished the dance in a WEEK and had to perform it! hahahha! those were the craziest times. especially on the night itself. haha! posed at the weirdest positions. xD

July: we started the random, BULATAN cycling outing.. xD. oh at the end of this month, i said yes to him. scott, mich, jit and john made a "wedding" for me at bulatan. LOL. wth... i didnt know they were seriuos.. haiyaa. but it was fun anywayy! crazy la. hahahaha! memories will not be forgotten. x) i felt so bubbly. And at the seriuos moment, i had to play with adam. xD pretending that i was gonna say no. its was funny... heh. ;p ~~i got myself a boy. :O~~ oh at this time, i was also stressing what to get for michelle's birthday... got the perfect gift.! yayy!

August: it was michelle's birthday, a sleepover at marriott. nice man it was fun?

i had my time with him . :) it was sweet la... at night/morning of mich's sleepover, we didnt sleep much. but we were "watching" this random vampire movie.. it was sooo.. ugh. lovey dovey. LOL. that i fell asleep. HAHA. athira had to take up the WHOLE bed. xD. and she stopped us watching HANNAH MONTANA at 3am in the morning. by pulling out the tv plug. LOL. bcoz she wanted to sleep. @.@ anywayy... scott came in the morning. and caught me on daze mode. haha!. "scott, can u call premjit to bring me pants....." xD went to phillipines... x) oh! went to the long time once concert of st co too! it was okayy la.. x) better than ours anywayy.. the st co drama was so funny.. no fairr! our teacher didnt let us put funny stuff in laa. T.T

September; we've been together for more than a month ord. it was a GOOD achievement. HAHA. nice memories.. x) it was his birthday, i got him a shirt and sew some stuff on it. i wonder if he still dares to wear it out? LOL. nahh. he wudn't. haha. It was also premjit's birthday. She had an ICE CREAM POOL party at GCM, it was awesome. but we got kicked out of the pool in the end tho. :/ hehehehhee. funfun~ man, almost forgot.. THE LEADERSHIP CAMP! the mycs thing. me, scott & mich got tricked into joining the church's annual mycs LEADERSHIP CAMP. where we got torture for a whole two nights over there. haha! oay fine, it wasnt that bad. but still.. getting screamed at wasnt all that fun u know. lolll.. anywayy. from that camp, mich got to be head editor, i got to be mycs band assit ldr and scott is school rep. hahah! oh, this is where i met little ole nico. haha.. where we all "bonded" at the FATHER STAN FORTUNA 3 DAY YOUTH RALLY. whoots! i think at the healing services alot of people got touched. x)

October; it was my birthday this month. x) it was the best birthday i've ever had. Spent alot of times with my friends at the party.. Alot of people came. Lots of wishes. and presents. thank you all again!. hahaha. at grandpalace JADE room that my grandpa gave me for my birthday. x) it was huge! like two rooms in one. awesome! :)) i rmbr the nicest part was when we were all on one bed, watching room 1304 i think... it was, me, scott, fu yaw, john, mich, christine and huiyen. all squished on one bed. haha! den the sleeping placement was... huiyen, carolyn christine and si zhen on de bed, john in the sleeping bag, me & yaw on the couch, scott & mich on the other couch and tira on her own couch under the twister mat! PRO. anywayy.. this month is when we.. broke up. but. 2 months plus was very long. thanks for a great time. :)

November: hmm.. OH it was. THE, BIG SEM TEST. T.T it was so stressful yet again. trying our best to get the best results with the stuff we had in our head, (bcoz we missed alot of class, i think. :/) Anyywayy.. my add maths failed on me. :/ my sejarah memang terrible, moral i was so careless. :/ ah wellllll!!. its over. :) the last few days of school was the most fun. hung out at 4c alot.. hearing music... :) also wished the spm-ers all the best. x) yes, and that is when i started texting those old dudes. xD and befriended this sweet guy. hahaha! christine's birthday was at this month too! her party was sooo.. random! at grandpalace lounge, played limboooo~ and danced. :O yes, its xtine TAN we're talking about. hahaha

December; last month of the year, done alot too! :) went to KL, stayed at synyi's house for a week!. and kpop fanatics with her... and went to sunway lagoon to celebrate HER birthday.. it was awesome... especially at the water part. played like what. hahaha! nice to go somewhere that people don't know me. hehe. i made her this random movie.. xD. that u can see in my previous post. oh and our random parkcity sleepover... ;p that i ord talked about in the previous post. ;) and the rest of december you all know ord.

its been a busy busy year. I want to make a new years resolution.

1. think positive.

2. don't keep grudges.

3. study hard.

4. don't get a boy til after spm.

5. listen in class, no exception.

6. cut down my outings to half.

7. text less.

8. go online less.

9. revision everyday.

10. have fun and be happy. :)

be the best to everyone around me.

SMILE!

Life theory

2009-12-30T23:23:00.000-08:00

Life.

Has it blinded all of us with its, fun and adventures all around.

Curiosity.

Brings people to try things they have never did before. The adrenaline that says that you have to do it, see how it feels. But, your logistics are needed to be high too. Its not only your wanting to do things. But, also the consequences for after you do it. Think ahead. curiosity is the Devil in disguise. unmask it, then you'd be free. No one is perfect, People do mistakes. Some really big, some really small. But, most importantly, you have to learn from it. Study what you've done. yes, you are obliged to regret, hate, get pissed, cry because that part of being human. REPENT!

Love.

Do people get blinded by love? Is anything possible to overcome as long as you have LOVE? Have you ever thought that there are other ways to use this form of love? Of course there are sayings : 'If that person i LOVE is happy, then i'd be happy.' Is that how Love really works? It kind of does work that way, but it definately doesn't really work well for relationships. That i really have to conclude. I mean, lets say la, you really Love this guy, you'd be happy if he's happy. but he is happier with a girl other than you. You can say that is just sad. heartbreaking perhaps. Takes alot to do that, but what do you get in return? A very nice name, but are you happy? Love is a very sacred word. You can Love your friends. That would mean you are willing to stand by their sides forever. Thats how i define love for friends. but please, to everyone out there. Can you not use this "relationship" Love word so easily?

phone blogging

2009-12-30T08:24:00.000-08:00

hey,
Yeah. I know, this is kinda sad. I'm blogging through. Phone. :X yeah. As all my fb status said, its true. My laptop is not allowed into my soon part.. 9 at might. So i have to make do with my phone for de time being. I hope my mummy don confisticate my phone either.. Yet.. :/ metern i'll be on de net. Til next wear. Which really smells of doom!. @.@ t.T which is so sad. :/
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Now, about my last outing of de wear.. How did it go you max ask? Hmmm.. It was.. Alrite.. :) nothing special.. Becaused someone that i wanted to come, couldnt come. Because he was stuck at his kampung.. Eesh that guy. :P he so owes me. Haha.. Anyway.. I watched sherlock holmes today. :D it was good. If u were more into this mysteries with long words thing. Haha.. Kinda wrong to call my lifegame friends.. Because as i suspected, they didnt understand a word. Haha.. :P but, nice to see them again anyway. :) scott interrupted us talking bcoz he didnt know. :/ now i feel bad bcoz i left them.. @.@
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Now, about how i'm feeling today.. :) i'm happy. I.ve actually someone who cares about me, no matter what i did. What i am.. I like his heart. Its nice. I like how he makes me feel special, like i'm de only person in de world tat he looks at. :) but, i cant.. Say yes to him.. :/ because of this blasted big future changing exams. Bear with me. 4 words. Stay. By. My. Side. :)

feeling sad.

2009-12-29T02:22:00.000-08:00

i don't know why i was feeling sad last night.
its like, i feel that you have lost respect to me. Its like i don't matter anymore. I brought you to my friends. helped you. Now all you're doing is push me away now huh? so yeah. that is what i was sad about. you are not like that bubbly person anymore. blahblah! my creation has just back fired. DAMN.
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ANYWAYY, my day today.
Tuition lo....... in the morning woke up 9.45am, when my tuition was at 10am. so i was like late for about... 15mins? xD i need my personal alarm clock back i thnk. ;) yes, LINGCHUAN. LOL. jk~ just suddenly rmbr him being my alarm clock. HAHA. but, i think i still didnt wake up. USELESS. XD.
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den, went back to eat lunch.. thenn... tuition again. like what a surprise! :P (that was sarcasm by the way) OMG, in the drama KO3, there is this really hot GAGA guy. @.@ Si Wei Hong Zheng (寺唯宏正) as Huang Zhong (黃忠) he is so damn. CUTE.

gagagaggaga... heartts. :3

hurt.

2009-12-27T07:47:00.000-08:00

oh. and there was one more thing.
recently, there was a friend. A really good one before. But these couple of weeks. there had been alot of hurting of the soul. I mean, you didnt have to say those things to me. Its uncalled for.I have to like look at your mood to talk to you. You know its scary ka? You know you know?
Everytime you hurt me, i feel hurt. Just as a friend, do you have to do that? for fun? just to see my reactions.? because that is really very childish of you.. After that last blow, i've had it. Everyone has their own limits right? So you've defo pushed it too far. defo. defo. definately. This is the first time i felt speechless. Like, you have no hope already. Even as your friend, you're scaring me. How can i feel comfort, if you're forever pullin me up and pushing me back down again? Its not funny. You give people false hopes. then pushing them off the cliff when they think that they can live. I'm not being TOO sensitive, but as soon as you say i "merjuk" when i'm not. I get pissed. Michelle one asked me, what is a general thing that people do that just pisses you off alyssa? I didnt know how to answer. Now i can. LOL. ~~i hate people saying that i'm merajuking when i'm not~~
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You know, I just had a realisation. Have you ever had this feeling where you always have this certain soft spot for someone? I mean not that kind of "falling in love" type.. I mean, i melt when i look in his eyes yes. but i don "like" him. Well, you can say i get that from only one person in the world right now. But i'm certain i don like him anymore. i mean he's my friend. and it will always be like that. Alyy, what is this feeling? A crush? xD yesyes. it is. like a.. idol crush. cool!
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k la. enough blogging goodnight!
quoting kenaidy; chow'd mow! wtf.

fresh new look.!

2009-12-27T06:10:00.000-08:00

i wanna have like this fresh new look on my blog.

but , still feels the same to me. xD

so i'm changing font. :D.

christmas has come and gone. like a blink of an eye. its crazy to think about it really.

Which is why i don't. haha.

i'm in 5B, i really don't know whether i should be happy about this or not. But i'm just going to think about the positive side of things. :) so. well. i'd rather not complain where i'm placed. and work with it. Because if you think about it, when you are at Universities and stuff, you'll be placed with people you don't know and teachers that are foreign to you. So i'm gonna train myself up with a given enviroment. Because to get good results, its not always the teacher's fault. But how we study is the most important. so i'm staying.

why are you like that? Do people really change when they are envious? Because that is what i think you are doing? But its like not good you know. Its lying. like a friend said, you're NAIVE. Please stop seriously. Its getting on my nerves. I don't even wanna bother to reply you anymore. You're just too much nonsense.

I'm currently addicted to "Zhong Ji San Guo" drama. I know its been out for quite awhile already, but i haven't been drama addicting for quite awhile. Now i know how to blog while watching. ISNT THAT AWESOME? I can blog more now. yay for me.

random parkcity stay!

2009-12-23T05:51:00.000-08:00

RANDOM STAY AT PARKCITY EVERLY HOTEL

rawr.

on 221209 - 231209.

A number of form 4 students were having a random camp out at parkcity everly hotel.

It was organised by Michelle Gan Yik Ping, as she had the free ticket stay to this one night stay in room 345.

People attended were, Alyy, Mich, Scott, Max, Hui Yen, Pandi, X'tine, Steven, and Zhen Chean, Ting Sam.

It was awesome! hahahhaha!

Me (as alyy) and x'tine arrived late because we had tuition.

So we arrived there at about. 4+? ^^

they were all ord chilling in the room, ord play finish at the beach. no fair!

Nevermind. hehe. *chill*

*chilling**chilling**chilling**chilling*

Then, we went to Pete's Deli for dinner. We met uncle PETE. hahaha!

alyy had yummy yummy chicken cabonara! yumyum in my tum tum. xD at this dinner table is when Max was suddenly allowed to sleepover. haha! it was so random la. Pity ting sam and chean didnt sleep over laaa. I think they find it awkward wit people as weird as us. :/ haha. AH WELL.

After dinner, every guy took turns to take a shower while all the girls chilled playing monopoly deal card game, ((yes, syn yi, i taught all of them whew~ its not only you i can play it with ord. hahah . xtine is good. T.T or lucky )) lol..

Then we watched, zathura. well because we wanted to see how Kristen Steward acted in this movie. She looks so much nicer here. and taller in fact. LOL. Fascinating. LOL.

then we go watch pandi's robo chicken video clips.HAHA. its so cute!.

Then we watched a really disturbing movie "scary movie 2" lol! we all couldnt hear much, but we defo know all the dirty jokes! hahahha!. it was not.. scary. it was gross. @.@ haha.

After that, it was about... 2++am so we all TRIED to go to sleep, but failed miserably. well for my bed side anyway.

tobecontinued...

continueing...

hmm.. the aircond was not nice one.. not cold cold til u wanna have the blanky at all times.. on our side it was cold la. kesian the candi side. candi=pandi/candy. (cool right?)

~~scott made a lovely bolster~~

OH. we all brushed our teeths together.

which made xtine remind of this phrase from madeline

..then they all brush their teeth and went to bed...

so cute. :3

oh remember this guys?

scott: is max asleep yet?

alyy: i don think so.

scott; lets wait for 5 more mii---

alyy: MAX!!

max: what---?

10 minutes later;

scott: is max asleep yet?
alyy: i don think so.
scott; lets wait for 5 more mii--- nono alyy wait!!!--
alyy: MAX!!
max: what---?

alyy: dang.

10 more minutes;

scott: is max asleep yet?
alyy: i don think so.
scott; lets wait for 5 more mii---
alyy: MAX!!
max: -silence-

mich,scott, alyy's head pops to look..

*max's head turns to stare at us*

YIKES.

hawthawthawt!

2009-12-20T21:32:00.000-08:00

chachacha!!

koreankoreankoreannnnnn pop stars are exxxxxxxxxxtreeeeeeeeemmmmeeeelyyyy HOT.
*gnaws on pillow. why am i not from korea? nuu! they are reallyreally mouth watering. especially SS501, SHINee, Super Juniors and 2pm. lalala...! i'm currenly like addicted to "sorry sorry - superjuniors. nggehhh... ohohohoho so much better than taiwanese and japanese. hearts.

now i'm currently also watching a new drama "momolove" staring cyndi wang, jiro, calvin and and and huang jin lun. lalalalala~ so cute la this drama. hehe..

Tis is so unfair...! why do i have to start tuition as soon as i get back from my holidays. and i didnt do my holiday homework. ah Ting is so gonna lecture me. HAIYAAA!!!!!!!!! asdfghjkl;'

home sweet home!

2009-12-20T08:56:00.000-08:00

now let me see what to write here today. i'm so bad at blogging nowadays. who ask myself to be so busyyy... now that i'm home sweettt home.. i should have alot of time up my sleeves to blog right? i hope. :/

~~iwannabeuglytilafterspmisoveriwannabeuglytilafterspmisoveriwannabeuglytilafterspmisover~~

heh. yeh. my thought is to ask scott to punch me in the face a couple of times every month but avoid getting scars for life! hehe. i wonder if he would agree. xD i have this feeling that he wudnt do it. :/ don't ask me why i wanna be ugly. i just do. for awhileeee.. @.@ lol! okay. off this topic.

OH! i'm back from Kandang Lembu. :D. okay. just asked aaron to make me ugly. he refused too. haiyo. how like this.

I.... feell..... annoyed with this SPM crap. yesyes i KNOW, people just finish theirs, they are having the fun of their lives NOW. =O=

2009-12-18T00:56:00.000-08:00

This video was made by yours truly for my darling synyii~ for her sweet sixteen.. xD hope u watchers enjoy it as much as we did! xD

2009-12-16T07:42:00.000-08:00

HAPPYYYY BIRTHDAY SYNYIII!

HAPPYYY BIRTHDAY UNCLE VICTOR!!

went to sunway lagoon today.

twas AWESOME!

loved the log fume ride. <3.

water park rocks!

wow. malaysian theme park not bad laa.

eh! the pirate revenge is SO cool~

2009-12-15T04:59:00.000-08:00

hello!
I have to truly apologise for the non-blogging state. @.@
have been holiday-ing with synyi in KL.
She has a really nice ipod. It has her NAME on it! :O
like that is so like WICKED! hahhahaha! its cute too!. :) me likey.. x)

today,
i went to midvalley with synyi and family as usuall.. xD my daddy drove following uncle soong kee's tail LOL.. I didnt fall asleep in the car this time! yayy!. :) because sleeping in the car is defo not the most comfortable place, you'll wake up with an aching neck, and numb body. hahah. I guess car is not meant to be for sleeping. =o=

so, yeh. went to midvalley, jalan-jalan sini, jalan-jalan sana. mcm tu saja. me & synyi, played edal monopoly card game... its nice!! my daddy and kids are playing it as we speak right now.! its te best family game for people that thinks the classic monopoly is too long and draggy. hahaha!

oh~ met aaron at midvalley too~ hehe. that boy ahh... stalking me only.xD no la. he was wearing.. stripes. obvious stripes.

tomorrow is synyi's birthday!!!
we're going to sunway lagoon!. :) weepee~

******for somepeople********
BLABLABLA! go la. i dislike people like this.

2009-12-08T04:41:00.000-08:00

nononoNOOOO!
my nose is stuffed. When i blink there is this warmth in my eyes,
my throat is raw, my upper inner mouth is itchy..
butbutbut... i got a date to go to tommorrowww!! blaah! xD
goodnights.!

2009-12-07T00:01:00.000-08:00

darn it.
I'm wasting my last holiday at home.
Bleh.. Why is everyone going on holidays when i'm in miri! haiyaa..
den when i go Kl, they all come back.! :( kinda disappointing. lol....

what i did today,
12am, i was playing dota with max against bran,.
Bran: juggernaut
Alyy: Death prophet
Max: Troll.

guess what. WE LOST. HAIYA... its so stupid because whenever bran is around, he just damages me til i so little life left, den spin around me. @.@ not hit spin. just walking around me. blocking my way to stay alive or do anything. babi la him. ahaha! then he was just bombing our fountain. yes, that is how much we sucked. heh. more to, how much I sucked. xD i was only lvl 17 when he was lvl 25. =O= its so hard to play without a mouse man. :P

anyway, last night was my uncle's birthday,
so we all went to ming cafe's new BAR, which is really nice actually.. :)
Since we know the manager of the Ming cafe, my uncle and all his drinking buddies were all having fun. LOL. and my uncle was stating loudly that his birthday was the 1st birthday of this NEW bar. =O= my uncle is weird. hahahaah!

This morning, about 2am? i suddenly felt guilty, I suddenly thought about the times where i took advantage of someone,.. and now i think i better leave him for the better good. not wanting the feeling of himsef getting used. he might not have realised that yet. But when he does, i don't wanna continue with his mind set that i befriend him because i can use him... he's probably reading this and going, alyssa, you are NOT using me! how many times do i have to tell you that?! hehe.

Premjit is back! we're planning to go Gcm for badminton and later for a swim.. whoever wants t join us, TEXT JIT. i'm testing her organising skills, i'll tell yu in this blog to see who she invites. hahaha! or who turns up. LOL. the last time i made her organise, you know what happened? LOL. i arrived at the courts finding fu yaw & michelle in fu yaw's car. waiting for someone to open the door. so we had to call oscar and stuufff... hahah.. den after that, bra, bian bron oso arrived ord. and john.... den at the end of the day. " OH YA HO.WHERE IS PREMJIT? " XD turns out her mom didnt let her go last min. LOL. i was like huh? i thot it was your thing. but ah well. that is jit for you.
hearts you jit anyway. xoxox/.
welcome back!

2009-12-06T07:45:00.000-08:00

i miss school alot. yees. i know its weird.
But i just miss being around PEOPLE..
Just the socialising for FREE. not like going out or sumthing that it costly.
Yes, the studying part is not fun.
but its fun to study together baa..
But to think next year wud be the last year that we wud study together already.
AWWWWWWW...
I'm suddenly excited/ afraid. we are getting nearer to... adulthood. =O=

2009-12-04T22:01:00.000-08:00

OH. holy moly, i gotta update man..!

Its like whenever i write a blog, i get distracted.

like now, ooopppss. xD forever changing the tab to fb. heh.

Its harder to stay on a blog post when they are so many other things to do. XD
Anyway.

going to blog. have to blog. RAWR.

As everyone know, christmas and a new year is arriving,

Time for family, time for friends.

Time for joy to never end.

But, without snow for christmas, its always feel so incomplete!!

I want a white christmas again. I so miss it! I miss just staring out the window... watching snow falling down in deep serenity... :)

and every year, when i was at Holland, the neighbourhood kids would have this massive snowball fight!. Even waterguns would be brought out. Last time, it was me, alan, alden & adrian as the Maiyor's quad. We would make the random fort outside our "base". And have this snowball making factory.. I normally is the one operating it. Because i didn't like running chasing people. xoxo. Now with old piccys

This is my street. my house it the 1st one. :)

This is a frozen river outside my house. :)

HEH. cacat snowman. xD

MAIYOR's quad kids.SNOWMAN. so ugly. it was hard okay.XMAS.

2009-12-02T06:59:00.000-08:00

FOODD FOOODDD FOOOOOOODDDD!!

i is needing foooddd!!! after taking this herbal life thingy that my mummy is promoting. Man, its like i wake up at.. 10+++ and take the powdered shake at about 11? so i skip lunch because you're not meant to eat heavy food after the shake... so i have to starve myself til dinner...!!!!!.

man. so. always. hungry.. laalalalalala

2009-11-29T20:55:00.000-08:00

TODAY IS OUR WUVLY CHRISTINE TAN'S BIRTHDAY!!.

Thank you for the lovely party, tirin yes it was. But fun all the same. Most importantly YOU had fun christine. I know you would read my blog. So i'll write my wishes to your here. ^^ happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine
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2009-11-27T04:09:00.000-08:00

aikidoodaaa.

Apologies for the lack of full post.

I'm suppose to be doing ah ting's homework now. but come on. I haven't blogged for ages. So, Blogging first. Ah ting can wait. hahhaha.bloggy readers don't. xD. Anywayy.. About my.. All so busy day today...

I woke up at about... 10am? when i slept at.. 3am? Having this pointless conversation with huiyen, pandi, scott, aaron, christine.. and later, steven & gurjit. HAHAHAH! From feeling lonely yesterday, I'm feeling so... bubbly with enrergy now. x) expect the fact that i have SOLUTIONS OF TRIANGLES to do. gosh. ga blablaal~

BACK to my day, I woke up earlier because scott is coming to my house early so i had to shower & stuff. scott arrived at about. 12? pah. so much for waking up early for him. haha. so we started off the day with playing a spot of dota. wait. ALOT of dota. i almost won.. x( but that team swtiched me to the losing sides. haiyaaa... so sien. ah well. had fun anyways. x)

After the dota, it was about.. 5? then we cycled to carolyn's house. played with a two puppies! chuck&may. xD they were sooo.. soft? & tame me likey. x) & we went to michelle's house to get a bicycle pump & bike den go back carolyn's place to get HER bike. den we rode around the area to christine's house, den to bulatan... It.. became dark so fast. :O wow.

2009-11-26T06:12:00.000-08:00

siiieeeeennn ahhh~~
Wanna go out also cannot.. wish i went out just now.. At least got people there to socialise with..
i feel. lonely. i miss school. x(

2009-11-24T20:50:00.000-08:00

GOODAFTERNOON WORLD.~
Its been weeks since i've touch any of my school books already. But, 1530 today, i'm forced to touch my maths books as my mum arranged tuition with my "favourite" teracher this afternoon ( notice the " " marks) crapcrapcrap.... stupid red marks. & i'm going tuition with the guy that GAVE me the red marks. hiahzz

2009-11-23T06:26:00.000-08:00

LAST HOUR OF TODAY

Heh.

I feel guilty not going to the prolife leadersihp seminar thingo.

but, i couldn't go due to the following reasons;

A, I had a piano exam the next day, & my teacher told me to torture myself/ (which i did. T.T)

B, My parents needed me as interchange, as, my dad is using the same PLANE as the one my mum is coming back in. So, they. needed. me. to. (wait for it.) hold the carkeys & parking ticket. Aren't i so important! xDD

oh and,

C, My dad went for work in the morning. No transport. & i didnt know if michelle was going. haha. Which i found out later that she was. :O. oops. heh..

WEELLLL.. other than that., today is the day when my mummy saw my report card. Which had ALOT of red marks in. T.T i knew i was gonna get bombed. Which i did. T.T She was downight disappointed in my SPM ADDmaths. @.@ It was terrible i must say tho. veryvery. x( Well, at least, she said that she really has to take action next year, or probably end of this year already.@.@ so, guys! the last holiday i have is probably from NOW until i leave for KL. which is... 23 days from now... TIME IS TICKING! After this 23 days. I'm on mental lockdown. :(:( diedie.

This is my fate next year. hahahha! jkjk~ not emo. haha

OH!. RAWR!!!! I HAVE A PIANO EXAM TOMORROW!! WISH ME GOODLUCK! I REALLY NEED IT. T.T NEED IT!!!!!!!! I'M... TERRIBLE. I THINK.. GAHh!

2009-11-22T06:12:00.000-08:00

rawr. a day on the sun. SUN-day.
dota-ing..~~ well spending have the time to even trying to find a game. hhaha!.

Today, we'll talk about doors.

This is a door to my heart. Wanna find it?

Get through the maze~

2009-11-21T06:59:00.000-08:00

hello!!
I just got back from NANA's house. x) t'was fun!

Oh nanananananananana!
Whyyyy do you have leave when we just started to get close to you!
OH! && i'll miss your randomness & loads more episode of "nana's pointless stories"!!
aawww.. We'll really miss you!.. I mean, maybe we're not THAT close. but stil your presence is needed. hahaha! I remember last time when you were so quiet, we wud walkwalkwalk den turn around to see if you were still around! hahaha.. Thhat was the time when you WERE quiet.. now.. sing like nobody's business ah! xD not quiet little nana anymore, its a random nana we were looking forward to before you came. yes. we were excited to see who you were, well i was anyway. xD.

anywayy, i don have any pictures from the bbq just now, but i'm sure they will be uploaded on facebook soon enough. haha!. we;
`played. the trampoline.
`watched people sing,
`eat dinner.
`played on trampoline somemore
`played guitar hero
`sang abba songs. x)
`laugh at scott getting hit on by a 5 year old little minah! xD (highlight of the night)

OH!. Because i was outside alot, i have LOADS of mossy bites. boohoo!. ps, steven has really scary mossy bites, goosebumps looking at it. eeeeeeeeeeeee.... ^^

2009-11-19T23:23:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry i didnt blog yesterday... was wayyyy too sleepy... like z z z baby.

don't know why also. xD. Maybe its just been a busy day yesterday.

Because, we went home at lunch yesterday &&

michelle, xiau sian & christine randomly came to my house for movie & monopoly!.

It was so.. random! xDD.

anywayyy..!

TODAY IS OUR LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

ISNT THAT AWWEESSOMMMEE?! XXDDD

LOVEITLOVEITLOVEIT!!!!!!!!

2009-11-18T06:56:00.000-08:00

hello!
I know its been a LONG day. But this will not stop me from blogging.
I'm currently chatting to.. 4 people. haha. 2 on msn, 1 on fb, 1 texting. wow.

Okay, I finish watching 2012! Like weee~~ the people that went todady was. Me, scott, michelle, christine, nana, hui yen, patrick, nico, aaron && arlmaxzar!
whooo~ long line. hahaha. well there was 10 of us form 4 kiddos in the cinemas on row H! & I counting me & scott... haha!

ITS A GREAT MOVIE! RECOMMENDED TO WATCH! ^^ I LIKE IT. ITS SOOOO COOL!
THANKS FOR EVERYONE THAT CAME TODAY! WHOO~ NICE TO BE HAPPY AFTER KNOWING MY CRAPPY RESULTS ANYWAYY! X)

2009-11-17T03:40:00.000-08:00

Feels nice to have a off day on a school day. Its definately not a "study leave". xD
Except i did go & do something about my moral project. Aint i good? x)
My mummy left for Sibu to attend a wedding today. :/
So, i'm incharge of the house while my daddy is at work now. huahuahahhaha!!

woo~ just finish playing dota with branbran & valval. xD nice man.

2009-11-16T04:34:00.000-08:00

Hello EVERYBODY!

Once again. Not failing to do daily blogging for the whole world. x)

except i missed out a day.

few days ago. :/ because i had a really bad headache. so yeh. sowie!

My results are utterly terrible now!.

My mummy say i have to PIANG next year. LAST YEAR.

she told me to settle down already.

Get down into your books.

It made me tear just hearing those words.

She was never giving up hope on me.

She just want me to have a sense of secondary school life with her all controlling me. xD

next year. She's so gonna grill me. hahah.

2009-11-14T22:58:00.001-08:00

Its very inspiring to talk to people with insights about what they want to do in life.
Its like that is wat makes them strive for the best.
Having a dream is definately what makes people do their best.
I like to see that.

Theory: Dreams are what makes the world go round. (accepted)

Having met people that is striving hard to achieve their goals in their life has really deeply inspired me. Its like like watching a painting reveal itself. otherwise, in the making. Its soo.. touching. x) that kinda friend is cool. Its like seeing how that person see in life. Its not about playing games, or getting a hot chick/dude. Its plainly about the future. Which is probably the last thing some people think about.

Life is still not about only studying and getting good results all the time. BUT. How u use that knowledge to achieve your dreams. Everyone needs a goal. Everyone has to confirm their road to take. Its like a one more step closer to success. ^^

ANYWAYYY....
Back to common life. Haha.
`went to the foodfair. sold more than 12++ chocolate chip cookies (christine's)
`watched transformers 2 with dad.
`went swimming with premjit
`got to meet a new friend. ^^
`....going to watch "where got ghost" = "Xia Dao Xiao" With family now.
BYEE

2009-11-13T08:44:00.000-08:00

Me && the mice~

Fables was sooo.. cute!! i LOVE the tortoise && the frogs!.

haha! i totally regret not joining fables. xD

Ah well!. ^^ They had fun practicing & performing.

I had fun watching and noting the scene at the auditorium..

For next year's drama of course! haha!

<33's dramas. xD

2009-11-12T22:24:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna reply my tags here;
WOW. I didnt know my friends would actually check for updates in ma blog. hahahha! Anyywayy.. thanks.

Christine: haha. i really trying not to give up... But its so.. ugghhh~. everytime a result come back i'll be sooo.. disappointed. :/ i hate this feeling. @.@

Syn yi: Yeah. i really hope so. I want it to be over ASAP. & govern my own carefree life ahead. @.@

Juelze: YAA!! miss you sooo much!!!... miss your carefree self & entertainment in life. blahhh...

2009-11-12T01:50:00.000-08:00

I'm in a pit of regret.

Does everyone feel like that in some parts of their lives?

Because i'm feeling that right now.

Looking at my papers and thinking that i could have done so much better.

And that, i've disappointed myself.

I tried. I really did. But, Nothing goes in.

Am i breaking down?

My brain is like disfunctioning for myself.

I can advice other people.... But now..

I can't even hold myself together.

I have no life anymore....~

I don't even wanna think of my future anymore.

Feels like i wanna give up already.

Come on,

I go home, straight away on com. watch tv. text.

So.. lifeless.

2009-11-11T05:18:00.000-08:00

RAWRRRRR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its is over!!

This year's examinations is

at last. OVER!

my goodness. waited for this day since the beginning of the year already. Hahaa!!

YESYESYESYESYESYESYESYES!

Okay, calming down now.. *whispers* yayyyyyyyy

As usual my class is boring with the "exam's over hype".. @.@

chill mann,, exams are over. chill~~

oh. Wait. they did chill. They are too cool to go nuts about it being over.

RIGHT.

NOW i'm itching to partyyy~ but i need to settle the foodfair things.

omg. its just this sundayy.. haiyo.

Need to thinkthinkthink again. aha

I DON'T CARE, I AIN'T GONNA WORRY ABOUT THE RESULTS.!

GAH. KAYY. I'M LYING. I AM.

T.T HELP!

2009-11-10T07:04:00.000-08:00

YAWNNNNN!!!!

I'm sleepy yet no sleepy. what kind of symptom is that?

Its examination fever. xDbutbutbut!!! ITS ENDING TOMORROW!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGGG... ITS ALMOST DONE!!

I MEAN SERIOUSLY.. ONE MORE.... DAYYY.. LEFTT!!

Okayy.. This part of the blog is for someone in trouble.

Sometimes, things don't happen like the way you want it to.

It's like the more you want something, the more you'll get disappointed.

Come on, do i have to say "be strong" to you too? haha!

You're stronger than that.

Maybe its just your time to let go,

So you have to let go with a smile, make the best of it.

Don't show the world that you have lost.

Lets just say, everything happens for a reason.

So. Live with it. HAHA.

OH. & thanks for being there for me, so i'm being here for you too! ^^

2009-11-09T07:50:00.000-08:00

This Pic is especially for you.

Was, now, a memory. ~~

2009-11-09T07:15:00.000-08:00

Its so weird. I actually WANT to ace chemistry.. Its my only chance for my science subjects.
& this is he only subject , i can fully understand to the max. or have no problems in it anywayy. ^^ Which is soooo great!!

I"m gonnna prayyy soo hard tonight that i will ace this chem!!!!!

GROWL.

Ilostmychemistrynotebook. iamsad. x(

Ngeh.

See what a good blogger i am.. so tired still wanting to blog. haha

I know this is aint good for my health & everything.

But, i think i have sleeping disorders. :/

Bcoz, i can't just tell my head. "go to sleep". It just wont switch off!!

So i give up. & tire the brain of mine til it HAS to switch off.

yes. poor me :/

OHOHohhh!!

I saw this cuteee puppy at my piano teacher's place.

Its sooo adorablee!!

But so kesian it was handicapped. It can't walk well.

lets update with pics. ^^

2009-11-08T05:41:00.000-08:00

crapiicrapiicrapiidooodaaaa~
crapiicrapiicrapiidayyyy~
darn! i... studied the wrong thing today!!
I meant to study physics. BUT i go study chemistry.. thinking that it was tomorrow. ngehngehngeh~ I'm so gonna kiss my ace-ing physics dream goodbye ord.(not that i will in the first place) hahaha.... SO i'm dead. so dead. so dead. physics i haven't even got the gist/ hang of it yet. haiyooooooooo~ my worst science subject. my favourite is still chemistry. :OOO
I feel so sien ord laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. x((((

NEVERMIND. SCHOOL HOLIDAYS IS COMING SOON.
PARTYING TIME IS NEARLY HERE.
A BIT MORE ALYSSA.
A FEW MORE DAYS LEFT.
NEED. ENCOURAGEMENT.
PRONTO!
SOONNN ALYYY
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNN!
AWW PLEASE BE SOOONNN..
COME ON & COME ALREADYYY!
THIS IS NOT SOON!
THIS IS A LONG TIME!!
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH:'(

2009-11-07T02:21:00.000-08:00

I'm going to try a different approach today.

I'm gonna type the WRONG side. hahaha. Anywayys.

Other than studying for exams in my life. Nothing much is happening right now.

Except the fact we have LOADS of things planned for AFTER the exams. (see how we always think far into the future) We girlies seem to have a hard time not thinking about going to partyy.. But we don't do real "partying" we're more into... a.. gathering. xD.

well i am anywayy. I rather not waste my time wishing to get high & stuff.

It might be fun experiencing it tho. xO. But i don't get people who do it all the time.

OR think about it at all times. Its like, they wanna be the "social" peeps.

But can't people just do it the healthy way?

I'm not discriminating party people. Just. saying not to go overboard la. Yes, you want thrills in your life. But some things are to be regretted later on in life you know? but blahblahblah. i sound like an old wuss.

But i just want to imply it this way that. well. partying? drinking? getting laid? IS that your number ONE priority right now?
I'm asking the world. Is there a life without these so called. wanted "pleasures". defying parents? lying to them? Hiding from them? Doing what thieves do? Its a waste of time? yes. Its a waste of everyone's energy? yes.

I really have no idea what i'm ranting about. Its just the current issue in my head.

Right.

Back to businesss...

I just came back from parkson with me familia...

Boring...~ no one interesting..

Except the fact that my lil' bro sneaked up to the clown & poked his butt.

Which was very unneccessary. haha.

The scary chicken.

2009-11-06T04:49:00.000-08:00

ngekngekngek~

I' so addicted to my childhood photos right now. (because i just found them, it was hidden awayyy) I conclude. I LOOK SO DARN CUTE WHEN I WAS SHMAALLL!! gah! wish i was still like that. :/ except older version of course. haha. You guys can check it out on my FACEBOOK. ^^

I'm sorry i sounded relatively emo in my last post.
Someone triggered me. haha. But i'm TOTALLY fine now. As usual la. always on & off one my mood. ^^ nevermind. x) That is alyssa maiyor for you. forever need check up one. Like a sick kid. haha.. rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........ yes yes. I'm a burden i know. But.. i know you all wuvvv me anywayy. hahahahha!

2009-11-05T00:23:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. Todayyy. was kinda relaxing. ^^ Kinda happy at school today. Bio was nice. haha! I'm just remembering how everytime we come out of class, Pandi comes & say "yes!" then walks away. you weirdo. haha (note: yes, i say someone is weird again xD). People might ask, why you exam time still can blog and go online?! Weellll... I'm wanting to be a frequent blog for my friends to read. Its a nice way to "paparkan" my feelings. Plus, I'm only going online TO blog. bcoz fb is getting wayy too boring for hours & hours of playing it. :/ Please facebook team or someone REVERT BACK. I can like give TONS of reasons why i dislike it. T.T

This is pretty. ^^

Now, about what happened in my heart today... Someone asked me, who is actually in that heart of yours? You can say, No one. nada. zilch. blank. To be honest. I really don't remember how to naturally fall for someone already. I've failed almost every times i tried. So now, You can conclude that i've even stopped trying. Is my heart growing colder? Or am i just acting like i don care what my heart says already?.. Lets just say, I'm waiting for the right on to come my doorsteps. Don't ask me who i really have feelings for anymore. Because, my heart has been played with, tortured, suffered with anxiety that i'm sick off. I don't want to be the one always GIVING the love. I want some in return too.. I know i sound like this heart broken little girl. But i'm not, i'm more of an indifferent phase now. If love was right in front of me, I don't think i can spot it anymore. Sorry. Blame it all on the misfortunes i got. :/ ~~i hate having a soft heart at times :/~~ STOP PLAYING WITH ME. IF YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT DOING JUST THAT. I'M NOT IN THE STATE!

Okayyy.. enough with all this emo crap. :/ Its just that someone had just left me and continued life like nothing has changed. and that hurts. I'm fine now. but i wasnt fine then... To all peeps that wants to be in my life, Don't leave me for the sake of it or for the fun of it. :/ Its not funny anymore. not funny at all. i really don't know what i'm ranting about. I just have alot to think about. & only typing then i can feel much better. Sigh. I wish i wasn't a league further than my MPS, It makes me feel left out at times. :/ I'm sorry that i get touched so easily. Its just me baa. :(((( bleh. this is emo crap again. :x change colour....

I love my life now though.. ^^ people to care about, getting cared. x) there are people that ARE there for you alyssa. Its whether or not you believe in them. Yes i know they judge you alot. But thats because they're your FRIENDS. they're meant to do that. Don't shake your head at me, alyyy.. You can tell them how you feel. How ever ridiculous it might be. They'll love you however you are Alyssa. Believe in yourself already!!

OMG. Its been a month since i turned sixteen! i'm getting old!!! nuuuuu~~

2009-11-04T01:08:00.000-08:00

Its been a long day.. From going to school early for nothing. To having to go for assemblyyy.. and then To getting kicked out of the library because of LOITERERS. eesh. AH well. Had fun anywayys.. xD But how can you have fun when you're meant to study. SIGHS. My kind of FUN now is.. nerdy fun BOOHOO! ngeh ngeh ngeh. I wanna go PARTTYYYYYY already. Its been wayyyy too long....................................comecomecome. lets go after exams okayokayy!? xDDD

I am serious. i need a HOLIDAY for pete's sake. PLEAASSSEEEE.. my goodness, if i'm saying this now. God knows what wud happen to me NEXT year. CRAP its spm next year. oh crap oh crap. now i just can't wait til next NEXT year. booohoooooo x(

myy thoughts today ;;
`` I want to start a new, fresh me.
`` Gonna be the Alyssa that is true.
``Just to think i started changing when i lost my "brothers"
``&& that was.. a year ago.. ^^
``Wanna follow my heart where ever it leads me.
``I'm not gonna regret anything, things happens for a reason.
``loving my friends && family. ^^
``this geegee song is still stuck in my head. playing & replaying
``aaron wong is weird.
``alex F. is weird too
``scott is odd.
``hui yen is getting weirder.
``i think i'm growing up. :O i think everything is weird now. hahahhaha

2009-11-03T05:50:00.000-08:00

tralala. Feel so relieved.. I mean, today is a relax from exams day,.. tomorrow only 1 subject AE. whoots for us!!. Poor chinese people. have to sit for 3 papers!! HAHAHAHAHA okay i sound evil. But waddeheck! Nah. I pity those people really. ^^ REALLY. really. really. really. (okay, fine. i don't xD)

I'm gonna laugh at hui yen randomly here. hahahahahahhahahaha!
and at aaron. ahhahahahahahhahahahahah!

Okay. nothing much to blog. Only the fact that.... ~~whoopiiiieeedooodaaaamyyybmmmisscrappp!!!!!~~ i hate bm. x) oops. forgot to strike that ~~I HATE BM~~ Okay. i'm happy. ^^

Now about complications;
I... am happy! All i can say is, sort up your life first den ONLY you can start. HAHA.
I wanna start a fresh new beginning, you can say. I am thoroughly OVER the guy. ^^ Thanks to some friends. All supporting me. especially scott and YOU. ^^ i know you'll read this. ahahahha. (everyone will perasan i can feel it. but that is de point) because everyone was there. thanks. :********** mwwwwaaaahhh!

2009-11-02T01:29:00.000-08:00

Right a bit more elaboration on the complication part.
I feel so.... confused? Its a shocking to life really. I didnt expect anything like this before. I thought we would be good friends til the end. Suddenly everything changes. Plus, your status is complicated. You're a nice guy. x) &&& thanks for being there for me alright! hahahahah! I miss you! xD

2009-11-02T00:43:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry i didnt blog yesterday.. Just didnt really feel like it. I know i was online at all. But

wasn't in tha mood to do ANYTHING at all..~~I hate school ~~Crapppiitttyyyyddooodaaaaa........~~~~

~~My Life is full of complications now. @.@~~

2009-10-31T05:02:00.000-07:00

happy halloween~

Hope everyone out there are having a GREAT halloween & unlike me.. Reading sejarah all day..

Which is a very sad sad thing to do on halloweens where all the angmos are busy Trick o' Treating. Boohooo for us Mirians. :( Nahhh. maybe not all mirians. But our school. @.@ Having test so end of the year.. x( BLAHH.. I'm so sick of studying ord. I just wanna get this over with already!

2009-10-30T06:40:00.001-07:00

Ngeh. I don't feel well, why couldnt i get sick on a school day?! So i can miss schooll.... Haiyaa.. What is the world doing to me?! Sniff sniff.. I feel like my head is under water of mucus. Soooo uncomfortable. I don't think this weekend wud be a productive one. aww.. That sucks! to the max! I wanted to study study study.. but at my state right now. its like impossible.

I want to say. "I QUIT" to everything. Just everything. I know this is a very bad thing for someone like me to say. When i know that there are alot of other people that is in alot more of a dump than me. But come on.. Right now, all i do is study.. either that thinking about how i don study much. @.@ Its really the brew of depression.. Now i'm caught with the flu. How bad can it get?!

conclusion. I'm puffed. & i'm sick. Don't kickstart me.

2009-10-30T00:31:00.000-07:00

I can still recall,

Our last summer,

I still see it all.

Walks along sand,

Laughin' in the rain.

Our last summer,

Memories that remain..

We made our way along the river,

And we sat down in the grass,

By the eiffel tower.

I was so happy we have met,

It was the age of no regret.

Ohh yes.

Those crazy years that was the time,

Of the flower power.

But underneath,

We had the fear of flying,

Of growing old,

A fear of slowing dying.

We took a chance,

Like we were dancing our last dance...

2009-10-29T07:17:00.000-07:00

Its not that I wanna get out of fun things to do nowadays. But i suddenly feel, i need a change of something. Somthing that can show my own individuality, that i can choose my own choice without following anyone. I rather keep my own style than to follow other people. So what they're having the fun of their lives? Sometimes everyone have to listen to their hearts. If they feel its wrong than listen to it, & refrain yourself. Thats exactly what i'm doing, Doing what my heart feel its right. I am NOT gonna do anything that i DON'T want to do, just to impress anyone. okay. i really don't know what i'm ranting about.
-signing off-

2009-10-28T07:18:00.000-07:00

harlo.! coloured BLUE today.x) I don wanna bored my readers with black all the time. xP

Ngeh. So many things to study. Yet, so little time. T.T

As you can see, i only blog after 10 on weekdays, never before. Bcoz my life before 10, is stuffing facts into my sad little brain of mine. Pity it please people.

Look what it says. sad sad me. xD

2009-10-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

I think its the fact that i have my own room & laptop that i cant now blog daily. x).
I've given up on my personal diary at home already. So i need somewhere to write what i want down. so here it is.

Gah gah GAHHH! its totally UNFAIR! Why do our school have to be so inconsiderate & putting the exams later than every other schools!? Its so.. annoyinggg.. People partying already we still in the middle of exams. T.T den when the whole Miri is settling down due to de after exams thing, WE start partying. & its defo' no fun without the same adrenaline as the others so yea. frustrating.

psst. its raining at my place. what about yours? x) I<3 rain. x)

2009-10-26T07:08:00.000-07:00

yawns. I is needing to blog today. no make that everyday. x)

Today was a nutty day DOWN DOWN DOWN with the books. T.T. Its like kinda sad to stuck your head in the books whole day long. BUT its unavoidable for me already. My studies is wayy too terrible. x(

like michelle said in class "..ITS 3 MORE WEEKS TILL THE HOLIDAYS!.."

my goodness, its a bit too early laa. haha. Man, i'm like practically screaming one more week...one more weekk.." till dooms day.

I really miss those days when i can just popnteng class & not feeling scared of getting left behind in classworks.. I know it sounds nerdy but, MYOHMY, how i really need this semester exams to be good. please. please.

now shall lift mood up with the pic of my GUITAR. x)) && my rabbit. (psst. my rabbit is not dead. the lighting made it look ugly) haha

2009-10-25T02:07:00.000-07:00

coooieee~ I've had a busybusybusybusy day today.

Had to go to the cathedral for a compulsory youth mass. =O=

Not only that, i had to assist Scott in the rosary.. but, i felt like i was there to hold a piece of paper & telling him to wipe his sweat. haha!

Other than that, nothing much happened at mass. OH. & the fact the MYCS team was blessed by the priest & the congression. x) thank you.

HAIYA. DIDNT CAMWHORE ON THE OCCASION. RATS.

YAYYY! I have a rabbit that joined the family. ^^ I'm still debating whether i should call it apple or donut. hmm.. But John already has apple. maybe banana too. xD

2009-10-24T18:43:00.000-07:00

Good morning sunshine xD

2009-10-24T00:26:00.000-07:00

ohhh okayyy.. This has been an odd day today.

All i can say is, I AM NOT READY FOR ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP.

I'm still a bit scarred from my last one. Yes, i did say i'm not sad about it anymore.

Thats really because, I don't want to make myself blue.

I've deleted his last messages. rawrrr..

Like i always said. I'm going to miss you.

Thanks anyway.

I'm going to move on..... happy?

2009-10-23T02:43:00.000-07:00

MAN!. I totally forgotten how hard it is to do code thingys.!

damn hard. very very hard. I already gave up doing those fancy things!

darn complicated blog html thingys. wasted like 2 hours of my computer time. in the end, no end product. AHH WEELLLL..

Today has been an interesting day,

` i.. arm/body wrestled with christopher & scott. (i won scott btw, xD) woo i rocked. xD

You must be thinking, man, how barbaric can this women get?! well. thats me.

` had the worst and best chemistry test ever.! Man.. The teacher is a lil'bit silly. You all riamers know who. O.O Welll... What happened was, we all were studying for the chemistry test like good kids. Then all the teacher did was, sit & tell us to take out a piece of paper & that it is only one ESSAY question. where her form of essay question is literally WRITE an essay about something. wtf. anywayy.. that is not all! THE WHOLE CLASS was doing an open book test. all with books open right in front of her eyes! & she didnt say anything. only to.... poor oscar.. kesiann..

"OSCAR, you now getting zero marks yaa, why do you have a book open in front of you?? This is a TEST, & you're not taking this seriously uhh?""

** everyone slams books dicretely.

2009-10-22T02:05:00.000-07:00

please man. don act cool with me. its stupid

and hurtful. i'm being myself. yet you're just trying to find ways to ignore me.

FINE. be that way. f-f-f-f-f. ine. be that way. no fun one you.

be humble. when you're talking to me. stoop down to my level la.. heads still above the clouds there. huh! geram

2009-10-22T01:37:00.000-07:00

rawrRAWRrawr~~RAWR~~rawrRAWR

Yes it is true. i am BACK! hopefully for a longer time now. x

I checked my older blog. I had 153 post. x) nice achievement while others had already reached their THOUSANDth one. Ahhhh.. well.... its the time of life when you just want to live it. & not narrate it. heh.

Blah!

I can't remember how to do all the cool skins anymore. Its been such a loong time. I think its been almost a year since i last changed my blog skin or did anything to it.:O for all those full-time bloggers out there must be gawking at me. like this. :O :O

If all that is wondering who this blogger is.

I.am.alyssa.maiyor.

like. yo.