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Dont' rain on my parade.~
Saturday, October 31, 2009,5:02 AM

happy halloween~




Hope everyone out there are having a GREAT halloween & unlike me.. Reading sejarah all day..

Which is a very sad sad thing to do on halloweens where all the angmos are busy Trick o' Treating. Boohooo for us Mirians. :( Nahhh. maybe not all mirians. But our school. @.@ Having test so end of the year.. x( BLAHH.. I'm so sick of studying ord. I just wanna get this over with already!



Friday, October 30, 2009,6:40 AM

Ngeh. I don't feel well, why couldnt i get sick on a school day?! So i can miss schooll.... Haiyaa.. What is the world doing to me?! Sniff sniff.. I feel like my head is under water of mucus. Soooo uncomfortable. I don't think this weekend wud be a productive one. aww.. That sucks! to the max! I wanted to study study study.. but at my state right now. its like impossible.

I want to say. "I QUIT" to everything. Just everything. I know this is a very bad thing for someone like me to say. When i know that there are alot of other people that is in alot more of a dump than me. But come on.. Right now, all i do is study.. either that thinking about how i don study much. @.@ Its really the brew of depression.. Now i'm caught with the flu. How bad can it get?!

conclusion. I'm puffed. & i'm sick. Don't kickstart me.


12:31 AM

I can still recall,
Our last summer,
I still see it all.
Walks along sand,
Laughin' in the rain.
Our last summer,
Memories that remain..
We made our way along the river,
And we sat down in the grass,
By the eiffel tower.
I was so happy we have met,
It was the age of no regret.
Ohh yes.
Those crazy years that was the time,
Of the flower power.
But underneath,
We had the fear of flying,
Of growing old,
A fear of slowing dying.
We took a chance,
Like we were dancing our last dance...


Thursday, October 29, 2009,7:17 AM

Its not that I wanna get out of fun things to do nowadays. But i suddenly feel, i need a change of something. Somthing that can show my own individuality, that i can choose my own choice without following anyone. I rather keep my own style than to follow other people. So what they're having the fun of their lives? Sometimes everyone have to listen to their hearts. If they feel its wrong than listen to it, & refrain yourself. Thats exactly what i'm doing, Doing what my heart feel its right. I am NOT gonna do anything that i DON'T want to do, just to impress anyone. okay. i really don't know what i'm ranting about.
-signing off-



Wednesday, October 28, 2009,7:18 AM

harlo.! coloured BLUE today.x) I don wanna bored my readers with black all the time. xP
Ngeh. So many things to study. Yet, so little time. T.T
As you can see, i only blog after 10 on weekdays, never before. Bcoz my life before 10, is stuffing facts into my sad little brain of mine. Pity it please people.


Look what it says. sad sad me. xD





Tuesday, October 27, 2009,6:52 AM

I think its the fact that i have my own room & laptop that i cant now blog daily. x).
I've given up on my personal diary at home already. So i need somewhere to write what i want down. so here it is.

Gah gah GAHHH! its totally UNFAIR! Why do our school have to be so inconsiderate & putting the exams later than every other schools!? Its so.. annoyinggg.. People partying already we still in the middle of exams. T.T den when the whole Miri is settling down due to de after exams thing, WE start partying. & its defo' no fun without the same adrenaline as the others so yea. frustrating.

psst. its raining at my place. what about yours? x) I<3 rain. x)


Monday, October 26, 2009,7:08 AM

yawns. I is needing to blog today. no make that everyday. x)
Today was a nutty day DOWN DOWN DOWN with the books. T.T. Its like kinda sad to stuck your head in the books whole day long. BUT its unavoidable for me already. My studies is wayy too terrible. x(
like michelle said in class "..ITS 3 MORE WEEKS TILL THE HOLIDAYS!.."
my goodness, its a bit too early laa. haha. Man, i'm like practically screaming one more week...one more weekk.." till dooms day.

I really miss those days when i can just popnteng class & not feeling scared of getting left behind in classworks.. I know it sounds nerdy but, MYOHMY, how i really need this semester exams to be good. please. please.

now shall lift mood up with the pic of my GUITAR. x)) && my rabbit. (psst. my rabbit is not dead. the lighting made it look ugly) haha





Sunday, October 25, 2009,2:07 AM

coooieee~ I've had a busybusybusybusy day today.
Had to go to the cathedral for a compulsory youth mass. =O=
Not only that, i had to assist Scott in the rosary.. but, i felt like i was there to hold a piece of paper & telling him to wipe his sweat. haha!
Other than that, nothing much happened at mass. OH. & the fact the MYCS team was blessed by the priest & the congression. x) thank you.

HAIYA. DIDNT CAMWHORE ON THE OCCASION. RATS.

YAYYY! I have a rabbit that joined the family. ^^ I'm still debating whether i should call it apple or donut. hmm.. But John already has apple. maybe banana too. xD




Saturday, October 24, 2009,6:43 PM

Good morning sunshine xD


12:26 AM

ohhh okayyy.. This has been an odd day today.
All i can say is, I AM NOT READY FOR ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP.
I'm still a bit scarred from my last one. Yes, i did say i'm not sad about it anymore.
Thats really because, I don't want to make myself blue.



I've deleted his last messages. rawrrr..

Like i always said. I'm going to miss you.

Thanks anyway.

I'm going to move on..... happy?





Friday, October 23, 2009,2:43 AM

MAN!. I totally forgotten how hard it is to do code thingys.!
damn hard. very very hard. I already gave up doing those fancy things!
darn complicated blog html thingys. wasted like 2 hours of my computer time. in the end, no end product. AHH WEELLLL..
Today has been an interesting day,
` i.. arm/body wrestled with christopher & scott. (i won scott btw, xD) woo i rocked. xD
You must be thinking, man, how barbaric can this women get?! well. thats me.
` had the worst and best chemistry test ever.! Man.. The teacher is a lil'bit silly. You all riamers know who. O.O Welll... What happened was, we all were studying for the chemistry test like good kids. Then all the teacher did was, sit & tell us to take out a piece of paper & that it is only one ESSAY question. where her form of essay question is literally WRITE an essay about something. wtf. anywayy.. that is not all! THE WHOLE CLASS was doing an open book test. all with books open right in front of her eyes! & she didnt say anything. only to.... poor oscar.. kesiann..
"OSCAR, you now getting zero marks yaa, why do you have a book open in front of you?? This is a TEST, & you're not taking this seriously uhh?""
** everyone slams books dicretely.


Thursday, October 22, 2009,2:05 AM

please man. don act cool with me. its stupid
and hurtful. i'm being myself. yet you're just trying to find ways to ignore me.
FINE. be that way. f-f-f-f-f. ine. be that way. no fun one you.
be humble. when you're talking to me. stoop down to my level la.. heads still above the clouds there. huh! geram


1:37 AM

rawrRAWRrawrRAWRrawrRAWR

Yes it is true. i am BACK! hopefully for a longer time now. x

I checked my older blog. I had 153 post. x) nice achievement while others had already reached their THOUSANDth one. Ahhhh.. well.... its the time of life when you just want to live it. & not narrate it. heh.
Blah!

I can't remember how to do all the cool skins anymore. Its been such a loong time. I think its been almost a year since i last changed my blog skin or did anything to it.:O for all those full-time bloggers out there must be gawking at me. like this. :O :O

If all that is wondering who this blogger is.
I.am.alyssa.maiyor.
like. yo.