Mix of Feelings

Thursday, November 12, 2009,1:50 AM

I'm in a pit of regret.

Does everyone feel like that in some parts of their lives?

Because i'm feeling that right now.

Looking at my papers and thinking that i could have done so much better.

And that, i've disappointed myself.

I tried. I really did. But, Nothing goes in.

Am i breaking down?

My brain is like disfunctioning for myself.

I can advice other people.... But now..

I can't even hold myself together.

I have no life anymore....~

I don't even wanna think of my future anymore.

Feels like i wanna give up already.

Come on,

I go home, straight away on com. watch tv. text.

So.. lifeless.