i'm uber uuber uber happy! as i have fixed my long time unfixed windows live messenger!!!!
i feeelll sooo proud! i want to jump up with JOY. So so so happpyyyy! yayy!! i mean, i did all by myself, i went to send a complaint email to those windows tech people. then they gave me LONG reply on what to do! which i did, and waited to sign in. THEN VOILA!
-alyy has signed in-
WHOOTS!
ROCKS. XOXOXOXO!

Friday 29/02

Its been a long day today. and its not over yet. Soon to be over yes, but not yet. xD

I know this song is old or what not. But its so... AWESOME.

This song makes me feel happy! That i have someone always there for me no matter what. x)

Like the song says, You and i together, it just feels so right..

This song rocks! xD Its just so happy and cute. That i'm falling for suju!. xD

They look so pure here. Not some dancing and emo pop guy group. WHOO~

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My heart won over my head. It was a fearsome battle but the winner has took its place. My heart won over my head. My head that is full of reasons and thoughts won over my heart that is full of fantasy and dreams.
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Maybe it was the look in your eyes that made my heart melt, I don know.. all i know is my heart freaggin' won.... and now i'm happy. happiest i can ever be... no complications or bad thinkings. Just plain following the heart. my heart.
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Human minds are interesting things to analyse. how they think, how they respond. Sometimes its just so predictable. but at times its so jaw dropping there are no words to describe it. that is how complicated human minds are. There are just too many nerves in the brain to control everything. So the best way, is to relaxxx the brain more often. but that is impossible for me. LOL. I have too much going on in there..
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I watched one random spongebob episode once, it was like squidward wanted to make spongebo the ideal waiter, so he asks him to blank out his mind and only think of waitering. and so he did, all the mini spongebob in his head running around destoying everything in his mind except waitering. Its was so cute! but then, when squidward asked for his name.
"do-ohh, whats my name?!??!??!??!?! *minispongebobs* AHHHH! WE DESTROYED HIS NAME!! AHHHHHH!!".
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SRY RANDOM. NIGHTS!

RAWR.
I"m so sorry sorry sorry sorry sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry that i haven't been much of a logger. i'm like forever apologising for this. its sad. xDD. AH welll~ I'm not like a professional blogger or anything. Just a simple little girl with writing stuff down in her head. hahaha...
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How i wish, that you were DIGI! you know who i'm refering to. HUH! so expensive. my twin should be using the same station. xD. yes, i found the closest ultimate twin. its cool! he's only 18 mins +- younger than me, aint that awesome? xD If you think about it, what are the chances of meeting a fellow baby that came out the same time as you in the future? so close... but now so far.. haha. cool cool cool cool!.
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i don't care what background that person has, all i want to know, if he really cares about me NOW. not what he did before. i trust in the present, not the past.

Okay, i just finished with a game of DOTA with my birthday buddy. hahaha edzrul. He's so random? Thanks for showing some mercy? and... for wtf mode? so LAME! hahahahah! but fun anyways.

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Today is an ordinary sunday for a little girl like me, except, i didnt do any homework. WAS TOO LAZY. bcoz i do alot at school anywayy.. So i'm using this time to really rest my brain.

-- sunday 17/01

Okay, now for my weekly blogging!
My WUVLY daddy bought us this laptop tv cable! So now i'm currently on my "tv" not my laptop... addition to that, with an awesome portable keyboard and mouse. IT ROCKS man!
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Its been raining non stop for like 3 days already,... and with no presence of sun. like WOW. and everyday feels like aircond on the outside. ITS COOL!. except, the school is really a bit silly, since there is like, NATURAL aircond already outside. why don't they just save energy and switch off the aircond the INSIDE. its seriously lowering the study feeling. Because everyone is fighting for warmth in there!! I mean seriuosly, I for one, is sitting under the direct aircond blows and is clattering bones in there. Cannot tahan la really. I wear like double jackets in there. like WHOOT. and right now, de outside door is open and my fingers are freexzing. wow.... Is the monsoon season here? (stupid question). well it cant be autumn or spring right? heh. brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~
(nice change of weather though. xD i personally love the rain. x) Its just this water from the sky that cleanses the earth. x)


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Other than the forever coldness, everything is fine. Yes, i've felt down a few times this week. But, I thought out of it. x) because i still have people by my side always. x) so they say anyway. xD. okay. now if you were to be so great and read my blog. AARON TOLD ME TO PUT THAT REALTIONSHIP STATUS, THEN I'M GONNA CLAIM FREE LUNCH FROM HIM. YAY! SO I'M NOT DOING THIS FOR FREE. HEHEHEHEHE! SO. its, not true. :P i don think he reads my blog either. xD

Its, a lazy saturday today but tomorrow is a homework day! Have to be joyous about it. or else i wudn't wanna do it. Hehe. HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK. Happy homework. :) think. happy. yes. homework. Man, now i sound a little too nerdy. xD


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You know now that i think about it, its been like 4 years since i first came to rrss. And now its like the 5th year in the school and also my last year. All i can say really is. wow. So many things have happened. Now i feel so... freakin' OLD haha. Met my current bestfriends. I realised, my current bestfriends were not my 1st bestfriends in that school. We only became best friends after we got to know each other. Which is definately how best friends are created. :P LOL.


You can say, i really miss those times already. YOUNGER days. sighs.
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You not only touched my soul but made me happy everyday. The only thing is that you have to wait. Wait til im ready. That i have to apologise to you. You can say, you brought me out of misery by being at my side. Stuff that i'm sad about, you can always help me forget them. Thank you.

Heyy, another post for today.
Today is my mummy's birthday. and i wore a smexy outfit for a birthday dinner. x) and wore contacts. haha. man, wearing and taking off contacts are cool experiences. LOL. its like, without specs you're momentarily blind. then you put these clear pieces of plastics in our eyes, and all of a sudden you can see so clearly again. like. wooooww. x) And same thing with the takin off of the contacts, its like you can see clearly then you grab the plastics out again. then you are once again, blind. coool. The wonders of contact lenses.
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I'm happy, i'm happy. Everyday trying to be happy. SPM right now feels like a normal thing already. Feeling sad and things like that are LAME. We need to always think of the positive and not the negative. yes yes, everyone be happy!
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okayy.. now what i did tonight. celebrate mummy's birthday dinne at dynasty. :) twas funnn~ i sang alot on stage today. kinda fun singing with my cousins. the best feeling. :) rawr. my mum and her friends all were half drunk in the end. Right at this moment,they are at agogo having a karaoke! i'm left at home. ah well, watcing draam now anyway!
byeeeee

hey ya'll~
I have to blog on fridays and weekends only now. :/ yeah. SPM. the SPM year. suckyyyy!
I truly truly miss miss blogging and the free do nothing time i had in the holidays. I can't til after spm already, which still is a long way from now. @.@ But i'm afraid that i kena NS. Which would suck to the max! Anyway, lets not think about that. :)
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School. is fun and relaxing now. i was actually expecting a little ressure as SPM is coming my way. But, surprisingly my new class is as playful as ever. haha! I love my class. Yeah, i know that this is my last year in secondary, and i should be making the most of it with my friends or sumthing. But, in the end i wasn't put in the same class as them. I find it fine, because i'm not tied down by them in studies anymore. Since they're in a different league, i should be boosting up ASAP. I can do it. I know i can. Nothing is going to stop me now, its not the play all day Alyssa anymore. Its play sometimes Alyssa, hahaha.
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I saw him today. ^^ It was like far away, but i knew it was him. How he trained his eyes upon me was unmistakable. But, i didnt know what to say to him anyway. all i can do is just smile at the thought of him waiting for me.... just me... its. a lovely thought. x)

Good evening ladies and gentlemen,
Its like, 1 more day of freedom til we are down to earth with showering heads of books again.
Are you all feeling the tension?
This would be our last year in this school my friends. :)
WOW. years flew by so fast. Can't fully believe that this is gonna be the 5 year of knowing you all.. How everyone grew.. in heart and in HEIGHT. damn. i didnt grow in that sector. HAIYA
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man, so soi today. my phone sot. the zero button just gave up on me. cannot press at all! i just don't understand WHY. haiya!! so now i'm using my grandpa's new spare phone. lucky today i met him. haha! he has now got 3 phones. o.O nvm, i'm still alive with that phone. I think the phone purposely committed suicide because its my SPM year. HAIYA. so bad. xD. NEVERMIND. its good for me. haha. Til now, i'm still online like everyday. That is not really good. xD. makes it harder for me to stop going online. hmm.. SEE LA. if i still go online often after schools starts. People that i text that don't need to go school yet, are SO gonna miss me. *hinthint* HAHA. no la. jk. i'm blogging now, because. i'm waitin for my drama to finish buffering.. lalalalalaa~~
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now people, please do not say "school is starting soon" for 2 days okay. i'm trying to savour the last of my freedom.
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oh. btw, sorry for declining all the "hanging out" offers. I really am trying to tone down for outing this year. And don't let my mum worry so much about my studies. I'm not trying to be unsocialble, just. I'll be around. but just not in person u know. haha. So don't miss me too much!. xD
chow~

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