2009 has been a long year. despite the fact its 365 days, It still whizz by like lightning! like zzoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooommmm!!!
wowza~
now, about the year of 2009..
what i've done on this year.
ALOT. Haha~
JAN: the beginning of 2009, i remember that i was still sore from the PMR results. It was kind of a disappointment, but i still ended up in 4A! Which sounds good, but MY. It was defo not fun at all... Oh! we had to do orientation on Jan, it wasn't that fun this year, as it was constantly RAINING! So it wasn't very nice. :/ AH well! the lat day was cool though. random leaders water fight, hahahaha! And my group colleagues were funner this time, made me make new close friends. That included, zhen chean, jonathan and christine kong. :) ahh. the memories. xP. our last year doing orientation ord. not that nice. still 2008 orientation nicer. more freeee..~
. Feb: It was chinese new year if i'm not mistaken. And the fact that we had our 1st ADD Maths test, which i tought was gonna be the worst one. Who knows, there were more terrible ones after that. T.T blahh.. hahaha! My house had a major open house. And clifton and debbo was around to attend it. i think. yes, they did. syn yi was around too. ahh...... the memories. OH, not forgeting our anual chinese new year visiting. this time mich and jit joined. but no synyi. oh man... me and mich GAMBLED alot this time.@.@ lost to simon. babi ba that guy. suck our money. hahaha! it was fun but not fun when I had to organise the transport and stuff. i'm retiring from this in 2010. watch out! xD
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March: now, its time for LIFEgame! It was the most awesome "game" ever. I meant alot of friends there too. And they haven't forgotten me since. "i'm touched" hahaha. This include wei kang, we xiang. My hubby and my maple buddy. xD and they have been my good friends ever since the games. yes, i know. they are very random. ;p OH. it was shaw kit's birthday this month! i rmbr, m & mich ought him a nice black smexy bra. and a shirt which was too small.. so sad. it was a nice shaw kit-like shirt. poo. :/ ah well. in the end, his mom took de bra too. hahaha!
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April: I don rmbr much here.. OH! yaa. i rmbr now.. we were starting to ensemble all the drama team members. and i distinctively rmbr, mdm sheila freaking me out that the drama competition was in MAY. omg, like it scared all us till we practiced almost everyday.. going KSL, finishing the script and stuff. it was so stressing. not only that, got exams right at the corner. @@. nevermind la. hahah. so this year drama team was; alyssa, michelle, premjit, shereen, kelly, carlos, eu pin, eu min, zhen chean, xin ying, and anita. oh, and i missed the JAZZ fest. i dint know what came to me when i said i didnt' wanna go. I think it was the PMS. ah well. i don't think me missing that changed anything. HAHA. except alyy's presence was not there. THATS ALL. hahahaha
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May: hmm,,, i think the... exams were about here. bcoz i rmbr that we were stressing that de drama competition was next month but we had to stop practice bcoz we needed to study too... it was soooo stressfull.. @.@ but after the exams, we didnt care about class. but more to the drama... yes, we worked so hard!. T.T oh it was huiyen's birthday. she cudnt blow the candle! xP
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June: aha! this was the drama month. !! we practiced everyday, asses off. made sure eu min says his Father/FaDe right. xD it was funny. and carlos' PEPPER right. haha! we got 4th tho. so sad. ahh welll.. xD this is the month that i met him. Yes, after 3 years of not seeing him, i saw him again. haha. adam yusuf. LOL. i knew him since orientation in form 1. and on drama day, well. he asked for my number. the funny thing is., he didnt listen properly and copied the wrong number! *burst out laughing* he thought i was ignoring him when i didnt even know he was texting "me". xD that is when the chase began... OH this month had the D class anually gathering dinner. it was fun to dress up with dress code... and it was on SCOTT'S birthday.. x) me, yi and chelle shocked him in the early morning. with him still in specs and stuff.. so funny.. the RRSS concert was at this time too! we were the newest dance in the making.., we finished the dance in a WEEK and had to perform it! hahahha! those were the craziest times. especially on the night itself. haha! posed at the weirdest positions. xD
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July: we started the random, BULATAN cycling outing.. xD. oh at the end of this month, i said yes to him. scott, mich, jit and john made a "wedding" for me at bulatan. LOL. wth... i didnt know they were seriuos.. haiyaa. but it was fun anywayy! crazy la. hahahaha! memories will not be forgotten. x) i felt so bubbly. And at the seriuos moment, i had to play with adam. xD pretending that i was gonna say no. its was funny... heh. ;p i got myself a boy. :O oh at this time, i was also stressing what to get for michelle's birthday... got the perfect gift.! yayy!
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August: it was michelle's birthday, a sleepover at marriott. nice man it was fun?
i had my time with him . :) it was sweet la... at night/morning of mich's sleepover, we didnt sleep much. but we were "watching" this random vampire movie.. it was sooo.. ugh. lovey dovey. LOL. that i fell asleep. HAHA. athira had to take up the WHOLE bed. xD. and she stopped us watching HANNAH MONTANA at 3am in the morning. by pulling out the tv plug. LOL. bcoz she wanted to sleep. @.@ anywayy... scott came in the morning. and caught me on daze mode. haha!. "scott, can u call premjit to bring me pants....." xD went to phillipines... x) oh! went to the long time once concert of st co too! it was okayy la.. x) better than ours anywayy.. the st co drama was so funny.. no fairr! our teacher didnt let us put funny stuff in laa. T.T
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September; we've been together for more than a month ord. it was a GOOD achievement. HAHA. nice memories.. x) it was his birthday, i got him a shirt and sew some stuff on it. i wonder if he still dares to wear it out? LOL. nahh. he wudn't. haha. It was also premjit's birthday. She had an ICE CREAM POOL party at GCM, it was awesome. but we got kicked out of the pool in the end tho. :/ hehehehhee. funfun~ man, almost forgot.. THE LEADERSHIP CAMP! the mycs thing. me, scott & mich got tricked into joining the church's annual mycs LEADERSHIP CAMP. where we got torture for a whole two nights over there. haha! oay fine, it wasnt that bad. but still.. getting screamed at wasnt all that fun u know. lolll.. anywayy. from that camp, mich got to be head editor, i got to be mycs band assit ldr and scott is school rep. hahah! oh, this is where i met little ole nico. haha.. where we all "bonded" at the FATHER STAN FORTUNA 3 DAY YOUTH RALLY. whoots! i think at the healing services alot of people got touched. x)
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October; it was my birthday this month. x) it was the best birthday i've ever had. Spent alot of times with my friends at the party.. Alot of people came. Lots of wishes. and presents. thank you all again!. hahaha. at grandpalace JADE room that my grandpa gave me for my birthday. x) it was huge! like two rooms in one. awesome! :)) i rmbr the nicest part was when we were all on one bed, watching room 1304 i think... it was, me, scott, fu yaw, john, mich, christine and huiyen. all squished on one bed. haha! den the sleeping placement was... huiyen, carolyn christine and si zhen on de bed, john in the sleeping bag, me & yaw on the couch, scott & mich on the other couch and tira on her own couch under the twister mat! PRO. anywayy.. this month is when we.. broke up. but. 2 months plus was very long. thanks for a great time. :)
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November: hmm.. OH it was. THE, BIG SEM TEST. T.T it was so stressful yet again. trying our best to get the best results with the stuff we had in our head, (bcoz we missed alot of class, i think. :/) Anyywayy.. my add maths failed on me. :/ my sejarah memang terrible, moral i was so careless. :/ ah wellllll!!. its over. :) the last few days of school was the most fun. hung out at 4c alot.. hearing music... :) also wished the spm-ers all the best. x) yes, and that is when i started texting those old dudes. xD and befriended this sweet guy. hahaha! christine's birthday was at this month too! her party was sooo.. random! at grandpalace lounge, played limboooo~ and danced. :O yes, its xtine TAN we're talking about. hahaha
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December; last month of the year, done alot too! :) went to KL, stayed at synyi's house for a week!. and kpop fanatics with her... and went to sunway lagoon to celebrate HER birthday.. it was awesome... especially at the water part. played like what. hahaha! nice to go somewhere that people don't know me. hehe. i made her this random movie.. xD. that u can see in my previous post. oh and our random parkcity sleepover... ;p that i ord talked about in the previous post. ;) and the rest of december you all know ord.
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its been a busy busy year. I want to make a new years resolution.
Has it blinded all of us with its, fun and adventures all around.
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Curiosity.
Brings people to try things they have never did before. The adrenaline that says that you have to do it, see how it feels. But, your logistics are needed to be high too. Its not only your wanting to do things. But, also the consequences for after you do it. Think ahead. curiosity is the Devil in disguise. unmask it, then you'd be free. No one is perfect, People do mistakes. Some really big, some really small. But, most importantly, you have to learn from it. Study what you've done. yes, you are obliged to regret, hate, get pissed, cry because that part of being human. REPENT!
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Love.
Do people get blinded by love? Is anything possible to overcome as long as you have LOVE? Have you ever thought that there are other ways to use this form of love? Of course there are sayings : 'If that person i LOVE is happy, then i'd be happy.'Is that how Love really works? It kind of does work that way, but it definately doesn't really work well for relationships. That i really have to conclude. I mean, lets say la, you really Love this guy, you'd be happy if he's happy. but he is happier with a girl other than you. You can say that is just sad. heartbreaking perhaps. Takes alot to do that, but what do you get in return? A very nice name, but are you happy? Love is a very sacred word. You can Love your friends. That would mean you are willing to stand by their sides forever. Thats how i define love for friends. but please, to everyone out there. Can you not use this "relationship" Love word so easily?
hey, Yeah. I know, this is kinda sad. I'm blogging through. Phone. :X yeah. As all my fb status said, its true. My laptop is not allowed into my soon part.. 9 at might. So i have to make do with my phone for de time being. I hope my mummy don confisticate my phone either.. Yet.. :/ metern i'll be on de net. Til next wear. Which really smells of doom!. @.@ t.T which is so sad. :/ . Now, about my last outing of de wear.. How did it go you max ask? Hmmm.. It was.. Alrite.. :) nothing special.. Becaused someone that i wanted to come, couldnt come. Because he was stuck at his kampung.. Eesh that guy. :P he so owes me. Haha.. Anyway.. I watched sherlock holmes today. :D it was good. If u were more into this mysteries with long words thing. Haha.. Kinda wrong to call my lifegame friends.. Because as i suspected, they didnt understand a word. Haha.. :P but, nice to see them again anyway. :) scott interrupted us talking bcoz he didnt know. :/ now i feel bad bcoz i left them.. @.@ . Now, about how i'm feeling today.. :) i'm happy. I.ve actually someone who cares about me, no matter what i did. What i am.. I like his heart. Its nice. I like how he makes me feel special, like i'm de only person in de world tat he looks at. :) but, i cant.. Say yes to him.. :/ because of this blasted big future changing exams. Bear with me. 4 words. Stay. By. My. Side. :)
i don't know why i was feeling sad last night. its like, i feel that you have lost respect to me. Its like i don't matter anymore. I brought you to my friends. helped you. Now all you're doing is push me away now huh? so yeah. that is what i was sad about. you are not like that bubbly person anymore. blahblah! my creation has just back fired. DAMN. . ANYWAYY, my day today. Tuition lo....... in the morning woke up 9.45am, when my tuition was at 10am. so i was like late for about... 15mins? xD i need my personal alarm clock back i thnk. ;) yes, LINGCHUAN. LOL. jk~ just suddenly rmbr him being my alarm clock. HAHA. but, i think i still didnt wake up. USELESS. XD. . den, went back to eat lunch.. thenn... tuition again. like what a surprise! :P (that was sarcasm by the way) OMG, in the drama KO3, there is this really hot GAGA guy. @.@ Si Wei Hong Zheng (寺唯宏正) as Huang Zhong (黃忠) he is so damn. CUTE.
oh. and there was one more thing. recently, there was a friend. A really good one before. But these couple of weeks. there had been alot of hurting of the soul. I mean, you didnt have to say those things to me. Its uncalled for.I have to like look at your mood to talk to you. You know its scary ka? You know you know? Everytime you hurt me, i feel hurt. Just as a friend, do you have to do that? for fun? just to see my reactions.? because that is really very childish of you.. After that last blow, i've had it. Everyone has their own limits right? So you've defo pushed it too far. defo. defo. definately. This is the first time i felt speechless. Like, you have no hope already. Even as your friend, you're scaring me. How can i feel comfort, if you're forever pullin me up and pushing me back down again? Its not funny. You give people false hopes. then pushing them off the cliff when they think that they can live. I'm not being TOO sensitive, but as soon as you say i "merjuk" when i'm not. I get pissed. Michelle one asked me, what is a general thing that people do that just pisses you off alyssa? I didnt know how to answer. Now i can. LOL. i hate people saying that i'm merajuking when i'm not . . . . . You know, I just had a realisation. Have you ever had this feeling where you always have this certain soft spot for someone? I mean not that kind of "falling in love" type.. I mean, i melt when i look in his eyes yes. but i don "like" him. Well, you can say i get that from only one person in the world right now. But i'm certain i don like him anymore. i mean he's my friend. and it will always be like that. Alyy, what is this feeling? A crush? xD yesyes. it is. like a.. idol crush. cool! . . . . k la. enough blogging goodnight! quoting kenaidy; chow'd mow! wtf.
christmas has come and gone. like a blink of an eye. its crazy to think about it really.
Which is why i don't. haha.
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i'm in 5B, i really don't know whether i should be happy about this or not. But i'm just going to think about the positive side of things. :) so. well. i'd rather not complain where i'm placed. and work with it. Because if you think about it, when you are at Universities and stuff, you'll be placed with people you don't know and teachers that are foreign to you. So i'm gonna train myself up with a given enviroment. Because to get good results, its not always the teacher's fault. But how we study is the most important. so i'm staying.
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why are you like that? Do people really change when they are envious? Because that is what i think you are doing? But its like not good you know. Its lying. like a friend said, you're NAIVE. Please stop seriously. Its getting on my nerves. I don't even wanna bother to reply you anymore. You're just too much nonsense.
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I'm currently addicted to "Zhong Ji San Guo" drama. I know its been out for quite awhile already, but i haven't been drama addicting for quite awhile. Now i know how to blog while watching. ISNT THAT AWESOME? I can blog more now. yay for me.
A number of form 4 students were having a random camp out at parkcity everly hotel.
It was organised by Michelle Gan Yik Ping, as she had the free ticket stay to this one night stay in room 345.
People attended were, Alyy, Mich, Scott, Max, Hui Yen, Pandi, X'tine, Steven, and Zhen Chean, Ting Sam.
It was awesome! hahahhaha!
Me (as alyy) and x'tine arrived late because we had tuition.
So we arrived there at about. 4+? ^^
they were all ord chilling in the room, ord play finish at the beach. no fair!
Nevermind. hehe. *chill*
*chilling**chilling**chilling**chilling*
Then, we went to Pete's Deli for dinner. We met uncle PETE. hahaha!
alyy had yummy yummy chicken cabonara! yumyum in my tum tum. xD at this dinner table is when Max was suddenly allowed to sleepover. haha! it was so random la. Pity ting sam and chean didnt sleep over laaa. I think they find it awkward wit people as weird as us. :/ haha. AH WELL.
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After dinner, every guy took turns to take a shower while all the girls chilled playing monopoly deal card game, ((yes, syn yi, i taught all of them whew~ its not only you i can play it with ord. hahah . xtine is good. T.T or lucky )) lol..
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Then we watched, zathura. well because we wanted to see how Kristen Steward acted in this movie. She looks so much nicer here. and taller in fact. LOL. Fascinating. LOL.
then we go watch pandi's robo chicken video clips.HAHA. its so cute!.
Then we watched a really disturbing movie "scary movie 2" lol! we all couldnt hear much, but we defo know all the dirty jokes! hahahha!. it was not.. scary. it was gross. @.@ haha.
After that, it was about... 2++am so we all TRIED to go to sleep, but failed miserably. well for my bed side anyway.
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continueing...
hmm.. the aircond was not nice one.. not cold cold til u wanna have the blanky at all times.. on our side it was cold la. kesian the candi side. candi=pandi/candy. (cool right?)
scott made a lovely bolster
OH. we all brushed our teeths together.
which made xtine remind of this phrase from madeline
..then they all brush their teeth and went to bed...
so cute. :3
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oh remember this guys?
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scott: is max asleep yet?
alyy: i don think so.
scott; lets wait for 5 more mii---
alyy: MAX!!
max: what---?
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10 minutes later;
scott: is max asleep yet? alyy: i don think so. scott; lets wait for 5 more mii--- nono alyy wait!!!-- alyy: MAX!! max: what---?
alyy: dang.
10 more minutes;
scott: is max asleep yet? alyy: i don think so. scott; lets wait for 5 more mii--- alyy: MAX!! max: -silence-
koreankoreankoreannnnnn pop stars are exxxxxxxxxxtreeeeeeeeemmmmeeeelyyyy HOT. *gnaws on pillow. why am i not from korea? nuu! they are reallyreally mouth watering. especially SS501, SHINee, Super Juniors and 2pm. lalala...! i'm currenly like addicted to "sorry sorry - superjuniors. nggehhh... ohohohoho so much better than taiwanese and japanese. hearts.
now i'm currently also watching a new drama "momolove" staring cyndi wang, jiro, calvin and and and huang jin lun. lalalalala~ so cute la this drama. hehe..
Tis is so unfair...! why do i have to start tuition as soon as i get back from my holidays. and i didnt do my holiday homework. ah Ting is so gonna lecture me. HAIYAAA!!!!!!!!! asdfghjkl;'
now let me see what to write here today. i'm so bad at blogging nowadays. who ask myself to be so busyyy... now that i'm home sweettt home.. i should have alot of time up my sleeves to blog right? i hope. :/
heh. yeh. my thought is to ask scott to punch me in the face a couple of times every month but avoid getting scars for life! hehe. i wonder if he would agree. xD i have this feeling that he wudnt do it. :/ don't ask me why i wanna be ugly. i just do. for awhileeee.. @.@ lol! okay. off this topic.
OH! i'm back from Kandang Lembu. :D. okay. just asked aaron to make me ugly. he refused too. haiyo. how like this.
I.... feell..... annoyed with this SPM crap. yesyes i KNOW, people just finish theirs, they are having the fun of their lives NOW. =O=
hello! I have to truly apologise for the non-blogging state. @.@ have been holiday-ing with synyi in KL. She has a really nice ipod. It has her NAME on it! :O like that is so like WICKED! hahhahaha! its cute too!. :) me likey.. x)
today, i went to midvalley with synyi and family as usuall.. xD my daddy drove following uncle soong kee's tail LOL.. I didnt fall asleep in the car this time! yayy!. :) because sleeping in the car is defo not the most comfortable place, you'll wake up with an aching neck, and numb body. hahah. I guess car is not meant to be for sleeping. =o=
so, yeh. went to midvalley, jalan-jalan sini, jalan-jalan sana. mcm tu saja. me & synyi, played edal monopoly card game... its nice!! my daddy and kids are playing it as we speak right now.! its te best family game for people that thinks the classic monopoly is too long and draggy. hahaha!
oh~ met aaron at midvalley too~ hehe. that boy ahh... stalking me only.xD no la. he was wearing.. stripes. obvious stripes.
tomorrow is synyi's birthday!!! we're going to sunway lagoon!. :) weepee~
******for somepeople******** BLABLABLA! go la. i dislike people like this.
nononoNOOOO! my nose is stuffed. When i blink there is this warmth in my eyes, my throat is raw, my upper inner mouth is itchy.. butbutbut... i got a date to go to tommorrowww!! blaah! xD goodnights.!
darn it. I'm wasting my last holiday at home. Bleh.. Why is everyone going on holidays when i'm in miri! haiyaa.. den when i go Kl, they all come back.! :( kinda disappointing. lol....
what i did today, 12am, i was playing dota with max against bran,. Bran: juggernaut Alyy: Death prophet Max: Troll.
guess what. WE LOST. HAIYA... its so stupid because whenever bran is around, he just damages me til i so little life left, den spin around me. @.@ not hit spin. just walking around me. blocking my way to stay alive or do anything. babi la him. ahaha! then he was just bombing our fountain. yes, that is how much we sucked. heh. more to, how much I sucked. xD i was only lvl 17 when he was lvl 25. =O= its so hard to play without a mouse man. :P
anyway, last night was my uncle's birthday, so we all went to ming cafe's new BAR, which is really nice actually.. :) Since we know the manager of the Ming cafe, my uncle and all his drinking buddies were all having fun. LOL. and my uncle was stating loudly that his birthday was the 1st birthday of this NEW bar. =O= my uncle is weird. hahahaah!
This morning, about 2am? i suddenly felt guilty, I suddenly thought about the times where i took advantage of someone,.. and now i think i better leave him for the better good. not wanting the feeling of himsef getting used. he might not have realised that yet. But when he does, i don't wanna continue with his mind set that i befriend him because i can use him... he's probably reading this and going, alyssa, you are NOT using me! how many times do i have to tell you that?! hehe.
Premjit is back! we're planning to go Gcm for badminton and later for a swim.. whoever wants t join us, TEXT JIT. i'm testing her organising skills, i'll tell yu in this blog to see who she invites. hahaha! or who turns up. LOL. the last time i made her organise, you know what happened? LOL. i arrived at the courts finding fu yaw & michelle in fu yaw's car. waiting for someone to open the door. so we had to call oscar and stuufff... hahah.. den after that, bra, bian bron oso arrived ord. and john.... den at the end of the day. " OH YA HO.WHERE IS PREMJIT? " XD turns out her mom didnt let her go last min. LOL. i was like huh? i thot it was your thing. but ah well. that is jit for you. hearts you jit anyway. xoxox/. welcome back!
i miss school alot. yees. i know its weird. But i just miss being around PEOPLE.. Just the socialising for FREE. not like going out or sumthing that it costly. Yes, the studying part is not fun. but its fun to study together baa.. But to think next year wud be the last year that we wud study together already. AWWWWWWW... I'm suddenly excited/ afraid. we are getting nearer to... adulthood. =O=
Its like whenever i write a blog, i get distracted.
like now, ooopppss. xD forever changing the tab to fb. heh.
Its harder to stay on a blog post when they are so many other things to do. XD Anyway.
going to blog. have to blog. RAWR.
As everyone know, christmas and a new year is arriving,
Time for family, time for friends.
Time for joy to never end.
But, without snow for christmas, its always feel so incomplete!!
I want a white christmas again. I so miss it! I miss just staring out the window... watching snow falling down in deep serenity... :)
and every year, when i was at Holland, the neighbourhood kids would have this massive snowball fight!. Even waterguns would be brought out. Last time, it was me, alan, alden & adrian as the Maiyor's quad. We would make the random fort outside our "base". And have this snowball making factory.. I normally is the one operating it. Because i didn't like running chasing people. xoxo. Now with old piccys
This is my street. my house it the 1st one. :)
This is a frozen river outside my house. :)
HEH. cacat snowman. xD
MAIYOR's quad kids.SNOWMAN. so ugly. it was hard okay.XMAS.
i is needing foooddd!!! after taking this herbal life thingy that my mummy is promoting. Man, its like i wake up at.. 10+++ and take the powdered shake at about 11? so i skip lunch because you're not meant to eat heavy food after the shake... so i have to starve myself til dinner...!!!!!.
2009 has been a long year. despite the fact its 365 days, It still whizz by like lightning! like zzoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooommmm!!!
wowza~
now, about the year of 2009..
what i've done on this year.
ALOT. Haha~
JAN: the beginning of 2009, i remember that i was still sore from the PMR results. It was kind of a disappointment, but i still ended up in 4A! Which sounds good, but MY. It was defo not fun at all... Oh! we had to do orientation on Jan, it wasn't that fun this year, as it was constantly RAINING! So it wasn't very nice. :/ AH well! the lat day was cool though. random leaders water fight, hahahaha! And my group colleagues were funner this time, made me make new close friends. That included, zhen chean, jonathan and christine kong. :) ahh. the memories. xP. our last year doing orientation ord. not that nice. still 2008 orientation nicer. more freeee..~
. Feb: It was chinese new year if i'm not mistaken. And the fact that we had our 1st ADD Maths test, which i tought was gonna be the worst one. Who knows, there were more terrible ones after that. T.T blahh.. hahaha! My house had a major open house. And clifton and debbo was around to attend it. i think. yes, they did. syn yi was around too. ahh...... the memories. OH, not forgeting our anual chinese new year visiting. this time mich and jit joined. but no synyi. oh man... me and mich GAMBLED alot this time.@.@ lost to simon. babi ba that guy. suck our money. hahaha! it was fun but not fun when I had to organise the transport and stuff. i'm retiring from this in 2010. watch out! xD
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March: now, its time for LIFEgame! It was the most awesome "game" ever. I meant alot of friends there too. And they haven't forgotten me since. "i'm touched" hahaha. This include wei kang, we xiang. My hubby and my maple buddy. xD and they have been my good friends ever since the games. yes, i know. they are very random. ;p OH. it was shaw kit's birthday this month! i rmbr, m & mich ought him a nice black smexy bra. and a shirt which was too small.. so sad. it was a nice shaw kit-like shirt. poo. :/ ah well. in the end, his mom took de bra too. hahaha!
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April: I don rmbr much here.. OH! yaa. i rmbr now.. we were starting to ensemble all the drama team members. and i distinctively rmbr, mdm sheila freaking me out that the drama competition was in MAY. omg, like it scared all us till we practiced almost everyday.. going KSL, finishing the script and stuff. it was so stressing. not only that, got exams right at the corner. @@. nevermind la. hahah. so this year drama team was; alyssa, michelle, premjit, shereen, kelly, carlos, eu pin, eu min, zhen chean, xin ying, and anita. oh, and i missed the JAZZ fest. i dint know what came to me when i said i didnt' wanna go. I think it was the PMS. ah well. i don't think me missing that changed anything. HAHA. except alyy's presence was not there. THATS ALL. hahahaha
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May: hmm,,, i think the... exams were about here. bcoz i rmbr that we were stressing that de drama competition was next month but we had to stop practice bcoz we needed to study too... it was soooo stressfull.. @.@ but after the exams, we didnt care about class. but more to the drama... yes, we worked so hard!. T.T oh it was huiyen's birthday. she cudnt blow the candle! xP
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June: aha! this was the drama month. !! we practiced everyday, asses off. made sure eu min says his Father/FaDe right. xD it was funny. and carlos' PEPPER right. haha! we got 4th tho. so sad. ahh welll.. xD this is the month that i met him. Yes, after 3 years of not seeing him, i saw him again. haha. adam yusuf. LOL. i knew him since orientation in form 1. and on drama day, well. he asked for my number. the funny thing is., he didnt listen properly and copied the wrong number! *burst out laughing* he thought i was ignoring him when i didnt even know he was texting "me". xD that is when the chase began... OH this month had the D class anually gathering dinner. it was fun to dress up with dress code... and it was on SCOTT'S birthday.. x) me, yi and chelle shocked him in the early morning. with him still in specs and stuff.. so funny.. the RRSS concert was at this time too! we were the newest dance in the making.., we finished the dance in a WEEK and had to perform it! hahahha! those were the craziest times. especially on the night itself. haha! posed at the weirdest positions. xD
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July: we started the random, BULATAN cycling outing.. xD. oh at the end of this month, i said yes to him. scott, mich, jit and john made a "wedding" for me at bulatan. LOL. wth... i didnt know they were seriuos.. haiyaa. but it was fun anywayy! crazy la. hahahaha! memories will not be forgotten. x) i felt so bubbly. And at the seriuos moment, i had to play with adam. xD pretending that i was gonna say no. its was funny... heh. ;p i got myself a boy. :O oh at this time, i was also stressing what to get for michelle's birthday... got the perfect gift.! yayy!
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August: it was michelle's birthday, a sleepover at marriott. nice man it was fun?
i had my time with him . :) it was sweet la... at night/morning of mich's sleepover, we didnt sleep much. but we were "watching" this random vampire movie.. it was sooo.. ugh. lovey dovey. LOL. that i fell asleep. HAHA. athira had to take up the WHOLE bed. xD. and she stopped us watching HANNAH MONTANA at 3am in the morning. by pulling out the tv plug. LOL. bcoz she wanted to sleep. @.@ anywayy... scott came in the morning. and caught me on daze mode. haha!. "scott, can u call premjit to bring me pants....." xD went to phillipines... x) oh! went to the long time once concert of st co too! it was okayy la.. x) better than ours anywayy.. the st co drama was so funny.. no fairr! our teacher didnt let us put funny stuff in laa. T.T
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September; we've been together for more than a month ord. it was a GOOD achievement. HAHA. nice memories.. x) it was his birthday, i got him a shirt and sew some stuff on it. i wonder if he still dares to wear it out? LOL. nahh. he wudn't. haha. It was also premjit's birthday. She had an ICE CREAM POOL party at GCM, it was awesome. but we got kicked out of the pool in the end tho. :/ hehehehhee. funfun~ man, almost forgot.. THE LEADERSHIP CAMP! the mycs thing. me, scott & mich got tricked into joining the church's annual mycs LEADERSHIP CAMP. where we got torture for a whole two nights over there. haha! oay fine, it wasnt that bad. but still.. getting screamed at wasnt all that fun u know. lolll.. anywayy. from that camp, mich got to be head editor, i got to be mycs band assit ldr and scott is school rep. hahah! oh, this is where i met little ole nico. haha.. where we all "bonded" at the FATHER STAN FORTUNA 3 DAY YOUTH RALLY. whoots! i think at the healing services alot of people got touched. x)
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October; it was my birthday this month. x) it was the best birthday i've ever had. Spent alot of times with my friends at the party.. Alot of people came. Lots of wishes. and presents. thank you all again!. hahaha. at grandpalace JADE room that my grandpa gave me for my birthday. x) it was huge! like two rooms in one. awesome! :)) i rmbr the nicest part was when we were all on one bed, watching room 1304 i think... it was, me, scott, fu yaw, john, mich, christine and huiyen. all squished on one bed. haha! den the sleeping placement was... huiyen, carolyn christine and si zhen on de bed, john in the sleeping bag, me & yaw on the couch, scott & mich on the other couch and tira on her own couch under the twister mat! PRO. anywayy.. this month is when we.. broke up. but. 2 months plus was very long. thanks for a great time. :)
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November: hmm.. OH it was. THE, BIG SEM TEST. T.T it was so stressful yet again. trying our best to get the best results with the stuff we had in our head, (bcoz we missed alot of class, i think. :/) Anyywayy.. my add maths failed on me. :/ my sejarah memang terrible, moral i was so careless. :/ ah wellllll!!. its over. :) the last few days of school was the most fun. hung out at 4c alot.. hearing music... :) also wished the spm-ers all the best. x) yes, and that is when i started texting those old dudes. xD and befriended this sweet guy. hahaha! christine's birthday was at this month too! her party was sooo.. random! at grandpalace lounge, played limboooo~ and danced. :O yes, its xtine TAN we're talking about. hahaha
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December; last month of the year, done alot too! :) went to KL, stayed at synyi's house for a week!. and kpop fanatics with her... and went to sunway lagoon to celebrate HER birthday.. it was awesome... especially at the water part. played like what. hahaha! nice to go somewhere that people don't know me. hehe. i made her this random movie.. xD. that u can see in my previous post. oh and our random parkcity sleepover... ;p that i ord talked about in the previous post. ;) and the rest of december you all know ord.
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its been a busy busy year. I want to make a new years resolution.
Has it blinded all of us with its, fun and adventures all around.
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Curiosity.
Brings people to try things they have never did before. The adrenaline that says that you have to do it, see how it feels. But, your logistics are needed to be high too. Its not only your wanting to do things. But, also the consequences for after you do it. Think ahead. curiosity is the Devil in disguise. unmask it, then you'd be free. No one is perfect, People do mistakes. Some really big, some really small. But, most importantly, you have to learn from it. Study what you've done. yes, you are obliged to regret, hate, get pissed, cry because that part of being human. REPENT!
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Love.
Do people get blinded by love? Is anything possible to overcome as long as you have LOVE? Have you ever thought that there are other ways to use this form of love? Of course there are sayings : 'If that person i LOVE is happy, then i'd be happy.'Is that how Love really works? It kind of does work that way, but it definately doesn't really work well for relationships. That i really have to conclude. I mean, lets say la, you really Love this guy, you'd be happy if he's happy. but he is happier with a girl other than you. You can say that is just sad. heartbreaking perhaps. Takes alot to do that, but what do you get in return? A very nice name, but are you happy? Love is a very sacred word. You can Love your friends. That would mean you are willing to stand by their sides forever. Thats how i define love for friends. but please, to everyone out there. Can you not use this "relationship" Love word so easily?
hey, Yeah. I know, this is kinda sad. I'm blogging through. Phone. :X yeah. As all my fb status said, its true. My laptop is not allowed into my soon part.. 9 at might. So i have to make do with my phone for de time being. I hope my mummy don confisticate my phone either.. Yet.. :/ metern i'll be on de net. Til next wear. Which really smells of doom!. @.@ t.T which is so sad. :/ . Now, about my last outing of de wear.. How did it go you max ask? Hmmm.. It was.. Alrite.. :) nothing special.. Becaused someone that i wanted to come, couldnt come. Because he was stuck at his kampung.. Eesh that guy. :P he so owes me. Haha.. Anyway.. I watched sherlock holmes today. :D it was good. If u were more into this mysteries with long words thing. Haha.. Kinda wrong to call my lifegame friends.. Because as i suspected, they didnt understand a word. Haha.. :P but, nice to see them again anyway. :) scott interrupted us talking bcoz he didnt know. :/ now i feel bad bcoz i left them.. @.@ . Now, about how i'm feeling today.. :) i'm happy. I.ve actually someone who cares about me, no matter what i did. What i am.. I like his heart. Its nice. I like how he makes me feel special, like i'm de only person in de world tat he looks at. :) but, i cant.. Say yes to him.. :/ because of this blasted big future changing exams. Bear with me. 4 words. Stay. By. My. Side. :)
i don't know why i was feeling sad last night. its like, i feel that you have lost respect to me. Its like i don't matter anymore. I brought you to my friends. helped you. Now all you're doing is push me away now huh? so yeah. that is what i was sad about. you are not like that bubbly person anymore. blahblah! my creation has just back fired. DAMN. . ANYWAYY, my day today. Tuition lo....... in the morning woke up 9.45am, when my tuition was at 10am. so i was like late for about... 15mins? xD i need my personal alarm clock back i thnk. ;) yes, LINGCHUAN. LOL. jk~ just suddenly rmbr him being my alarm clock. HAHA. but, i think i still didnt wake up. USELESS. XD. . den, went back to eat lunch.. thenn... tuition again. like what a surprise! :P (that was sarcasm by the way) OMG, in the drama KO3, there is this really hot GAGA guy. @.@ Si Wei Hong Zheng (寺唯宏正) as Huang Zhong (黃忠) he is so damn. CUTE.
oh. and there was one more thing. recently, there was a friend. A really good one before. But these couple of weeks. there had been alot of hurting of the soul. I mean, you didnt have to say those things to me. Its uncalled for.I have to like look at your mood to talk to you. You know its scary ka? You know you know? Everytime you hurt me, i feel hurt. Just as a friend, do you have to do that? for fun? just to see my reactions.? because that is really very childish of you.. After that last blow, i've had it. Everyone has their own limits right? So you've defo pushed it too far. defo. defo. definately. This is the first time i felt speechless. Like, you have no hope already. Even as your friend, you're scaring me. How can i feel comfort, if you're forever pullin me up and pushing me back down again? Its not funny. You give people false hopes. then pushing them off the cliff when they think that they can live. I'm not being TOO sensitive, but as soon as you say i "merjuk" when i'm not. I get pissed. Michelle one asked me, what is a general thing that people do that just pisses you off alyssa? I didnt know how to answer. Now i can. LOL. i hate people saying that i'm merajuking when i'm not . . . . . You know, I just had a realisation. Have you ever had this feeling where you always have this certain soft spot for someone? I mean not that kind of "falling in love" type.. I mean, i melt when i look in his eyes yes. but i don "like" him. Well, you can say i get that from only one person in the world right now. But i'm certain i don like him anymore. i mean he's my friend. and it will always be like that. Alyy, what is this feeling? A crush? xD yesyes. it is. like a.. idol crush. cool! . . . . k la. enough blogging goodnight! quoting kenaidy; chow'd mow! wtf.
christmas has come and gone. like a blink of an eye. its crazy to think about it really.
Which is why i don't. haha.
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i'm in 5B, i really don't know whether i should be happy about this or not. But i'm just going to think about the positive side of things. :) so. well. i'd rather not complain where i'm placed. and work with it. Because if you think about it, when you are at Universities and stuff, you'll be placed with people you don't know and teachers that are foreign to you. So i'm gonna train myself up with a given enviroment. Because to get good results, its not always the teacher's fault. But how we study is the most important. so i'm staying.
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why are you like that? Do people really change when they are envious? Because that is what i think you are doing? But its like not good you know. Its lying. like a friend said, you're NAIVE. Please stop seriously. Its getting on my nerves. I don't even wanna bother to reply you anymore. You're just too much nonsense.
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I'm currently addicted to "Zhong Ji San Guo" drama. I know its been out for quite awhile already, but i haven't been drama addicting for quite awhile. Now i know how to blog while watching. ISNT THAT AWESOME? I can blog more now. yay for me.
A number of form 4 students were having a random camp out at parkcity everly hotel.
It was organised by Michelle Gan Yik Ping, as she had the free ticket stay to this one night stay in room 345.
People attended were, Alyy, Mich, Scott, Max, Hui Yen, Pandi, X'tine, Steven, and Zhen Chean, Ting Sam.
It was awesome! hahahhaha!
Me (as alyy) and x'tine arrived late because we had tuition.
So we arrived there at about. 4+? ^^
they were all ord chilling in the room, ord play finish at the beach. no fair!
Nevermind. hehe. *chill*
*chilling**chilling**chilling**chilling*
Then, we went to Pete's Deli for dinner. We met uncle PETE. hahaha!
alyy had yummy yummy chicken cabonara! yumyum in my tum tum. xD at this dinner table is when Max was suddenly allowed to sleepover. haha! it was so random la. Pity ting sam and chean didnt sleep over laaa. I think they find it awkward wit people as weird as us. :/ haha. AH WELL.
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After dinner, every guy took turns to take a shower while all the girls chilled playing monopoly deal card game, ((yes, syn yi, i taught all of them whew~ its not only you i can play it with ord. hahah . xtine is good. T.T or lucky )) lol..
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Then we watched, zathura. well because we wanted to see how Kristen Steward acted in this movie. She looks so much nicer here. and taller in fact. LOL. Fascinating. LOL.
then we go watch pandi's robo chicken video clips.HAHA. its so cute!.
Then we watched a really disturbing movie "scary movie 2" lol! we all couldnt hear much, but we defo know all the dirty jokes! hahahha!. it was not.. scary. it was gross. @.@ haha.
After that, it was about... 2++am so we all TRIED to go to sleep, but failed miserably. well for my bed side anyway.
tobecontinued...
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continueing...
hmm.. the aircond was not nice one.. not cold cold til u wanna have the blanky at all times.. on our side it was cold la. kesian the candi side. candi=pandi/candy. (cool right?)
scott made a lovely bolster
OH. we all brushed our teeths together.
which made xtine remind of this phrase from madeline
..then they all brush their teeth and went to bed...
so cute. :3
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oh remember this guys?
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scott: is max asleep yet?
alyy: i don think so.
scott; lets wait for 5 more mii---
alyy: MAX!!
max: what---?
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10 minutes later;
scott: is max asleep yet? alyy: i don think so. scott; lets wait for 5 more mii--- nono alyy wait!!!-- alyy: MAX!! max: what---?
alyy: dang.
10 more minutes;
scott: is max asleep yet? alyy: i don think so. scott; lets wait for 5 more mii--- alyy: MAX!! max: -silence-
koreankoreankoreannnnnn pop stars are exxxxxxxxxxtreeeeeeeeemmmmeeeelyyyy HOT. *gnaws on pillow. why am i not from korea? nuu! they are reallyreally mouth watering. especially SS501, SHINee, Super Juniors and 2pm. lalala...! i'm currenly like addicted to "sorry sorry - superjuniors. nggehhh... ohohohoho so much better than taiwanese and japanese. hearts.
now i'm currently also watching a new drama "momolove" staring cyndi wang, jiro, calvin and and and huang jin lun. lalalalala~ so cute la this drama. hehe..
Tis is so unfair...! why do i have to start tuition as soon as i get back from my holidays. and i didnt do my holiday homework. ah Ting is so gonna lecture me. HAIYAAA!!!!!!!!! asdfghjkl;'
now let me see what to write here today. i'm so bad at blogging nowadays. who ask myself to be so busyyy... now that i'm home sweettt home.. i should have alot of time up my sleeves to blog right? i hope. :/
heh. yeh. my thought is to ask scott to punch me in the face a couple of times every month but avoid getting scars for life! hehe. i wonder if he would agree. xD i have this feeling that he wudnt do it. :/ don't ask me why i wanna be ugly. i just do. for awhileeee.. @.@ lol! okay. off this topic.
OH! i'm back from Kandang Lembu. :D. okay. just asked aaron to make me ugly. he refused too. haiyo. how like this.
I.... feell..... annoyed with this SPM crap. yesyes i KNOW, people just finish theirs, they are having the fun of their lives NOW. =O=
hello! I have to truly apologise for the non-blogging state. @.@ have been holiday-ing with synyi in KL. She has a really nice ipod. It has her NAME on it! :O like that is so like WICKED! hahhahaha! its cute too!. :) me likey.. x)
today, i went to midvalley with synyi and family as usuall.. xD my daddy drove following uncle soong kee's tail LOL.. I didnt fall asleep in the car this time! yayy!. :) because sleeping in the car is defo not the most comfortable place, you'll wake up with an aching neck, and numb body. hahah. I guess car is not meant to be for sleeping. =o=
so, yeh. went to midvalley, jalan-jalan sini, jalan-jalan sana. mcm tu saja. me & synyi, played edal monopoly card game... its nice!! my daddy and kids are playing it as we speak right now.! its te best family game for people that thinks the classic monopoly is too long and draggy. hahaha!
oh~ met aaron at midvalley too~ hehe. that boy ahh... stalking me only.xD no la. he was wearing.. stripes. obvious stripes.
tomorrow is synyi's birthday!!! we're going to sunway lagoon!. :) weepee~
******for somepeople******** BLABLABLA! go la. i dislike people like this.
nononoNOOOO! my nose is stuffed. When i blink there is this warmth in my eyes, my throat is raw, my upper inner mouth is itchy.. butbutbut... i got a date to go to tommorrowww!! blaah! xD goodnights.!
darn it. I'm wasting my last holiday at home. Bleh.. Why is everyone going on holidays when i'm in miri! haiyaa.. den when i go Kl, they all come back.! :( kinda disappointing. lol....
what i did today, 12am, i was playing dota with max against bran,. Bran: juggernaut Alyy: Death prophet Max: Troll.
guess what. WE LOST. HAIYA... its so stupid because whenever bran is around, he just damages me til i so little life left, den spin around me. @.@ not hit spin. just walking around me. blocking my way to stay alive or do anything. babi la him. ahaha! then he was just bombing our fountain. yes, that is how much we sucked. heh. more to, how much I sucked. xD i was only lvl 17 when he was lvl 25. =O= its so hard to play without a mouse man. :P
anyway, last night was my uncle's birthday, so we all went to ming cafe's new BAR, which is really nice actually.. :) Since we know the manager of the Ming cafe, my uncle and all his drinking buddies were all having fun. LOL. and my uncle was stating loudly that his birthday was the 1st birthday of this NEW bar. =O= my uncle is weird. hahahaah!
This morning, about 2am? i suddenly felt guilty, I suddenly thought about the times where i took advantage of someone,.. and now i think i better leave him for the better good. not wanting the feeling of himsef getting used. he might not have realised that yet. But when he does, i don't wanna continue with his mind set that i befriend him because i can use him... he's probably reading this and going, alyssa, you are NOT using me! how many times do i have to tell you that?! hehe.
Premjit is back! we're planning to go Gcm for badminton and later for a swim.. whoever wants t join us, TEXT JIT. i'm testing her organising skills, i'll tell yu in this blog to see who she invites. hahaha! or who turns up. LOL. the last time i made her organise, you know what happened? LOL. i arrived at the courts finding fu yaw & michelle in fu yaw's car. waiting for someone to open the door. so we had to call oscar and stuufff... hahah.. den after that, bra, bian bron oso arrived ord. and john.... den at the end of the day. " OH YA HO.WHERE IS PREMJIT? " XD turns out her mom didnt let her go last min. LOL. i was like huh? i thot it was your thing. but ah well. that is jit for you. hearts you jit anyway. xoxox/. welcome back!
i miss school alot. yees. i know its weird. But i just miss being around PEOPLE.. Just the socialising for FREE. not like going out or sumthing that it costly. Yes, the studying part is not fun. but its fun to study together baa.. But to think next year wud be the last year that we wud study together already. AWWWWWWW... I'm suddenly excited/ afraid. we are getting nearer to... adulthood. =O=
Its like whenever i write a blog, i get distracted.
like now, ooopppss. xD forever changing the tab to fb. heh.
Its harder to stay on a blog post when they are so many other things to do. XD Anyway.
going to blog. have to blog. RAWR.
As everyone know, christmas and a new year is arriving,
Time for family, time for friends.
Time for joy to never end.
But, without snow for christmas, its always feel so incomplete!!
I want a white christmas again. I so miss it! I miss just staring out the window... watching snow falling down in deep serenity... :)
and every year, when i was at Holland, the neighbourhood kids would have this massive snowball fight!. Even waterguns would be brought out. Last time, it was me, alan, alden & adrian as the Maiyor's quad. We would make the random fort outside our "base". And have this snowball making factory.. I normally is the one operating it. Because i didn't like running chasing people. xoxo. Now with old piccys
This is my street. my house it the 1st one. :)
This is a frozen river outside my house. :)
HEH. cacat snowman. xD
MAIYOR's quad kids.SNOWMAN. so ugly. it was hard okay.XMAS.
i is needing foooddd!!! after taking this herbal life thingy that my mummy is promoting. Man, its like i wake up at.. 10+++ and take the powdered shake at about 11? so i skip lunch because you're not meant to eat heavy food after the shake... so i have to starve myself til dinner...!!!!!.
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SNOWMAN. so ugly. it was hard okay.
XMAS.