Sunday, November 29, 2009,8:55 PM
TODAY IS OUR WUVLY CHRISTINE TAN'S BIRTHDAY!!.Thank you for the lovely party, tirin yes it was. But fun all the same. Most importantly YOU had fun christine. I know you would read my blog. So i'll write my wishes to your here. ^^ happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine
Friday, November 27, 2009,4:09 AM
aikidoodaaa. Apologies for the lack of full post. I'm suppose to be doing ah ting's homework now. but come on. I haven't blogged for ages. So, Blogging first. Ah ting can wait. hahhaha.bloggy readers don't. xD. Anywayy.. About my.. All so busy day today... I woke up at about... 10am? when i slept at.. 3am? Having this pointless conversation with huiyen, pandi, scott, aaron, christine.. and later, steven & gurjit. HAHAHAH! From feeling lonely yesterday, I'm feeling so... bubbly with enrergy now. x) expect the fact that i have SOLUTIONS OF TRIANGLES to do. gosh. ga blablaal~ BACK to my day, I woke up earlier because scott is coming to my house early so i had to shower & stuff. scott arrived at about. 12? pah. so much for waking up early for him. haha. so we started off the day with playing a spot of dota. wait. ALOT of dota. i almost won.. x( but that team swtiched me to the losing sides. haiyaaa... so sien. ah well. had fun anyways. x) After the dota, it was about.. 5? then we cycled to carolyn's house. played with a two puppies! chuck&may. xD they were sooo.. soft? & tame me likey. x) & we went to michelle's house to get a bicycle pump & bike den go back carolyn's place to get HER bike. den we rode around the area to christine's house, den to bulatan... It.. became dark so fast. :O wow.
Thursday, November 26, 2009,6:12 AM
siiieeeeennn ahhh~~ Wanna go out also cannot.. wish i went out just now.. At least got people there to socialise with.. i feel. lonely. i miss school. x(
Tuesday, November 24, 2009,8:50 PM
GOODAFTERNOON WORLD.~ Its been weeks since i've touch any of my school books already. But, 1530 today, i'm forced to touch my maths books as my mum arranged tuition with my "favourite" teracher this afternoon ( notice the " " marks) crapcrapcrap.... stupid red marks. & i'm going tuition with the guy that GAVE me the red marks. hiahzz
Monday, November 23, 2009,6:26 AM
LAST HOUR OF TODAY Heh. I feel guilty not going to the prolife leadersihp seminar thingo. but, i couldn't go due to the following reasons; A, I had a piano exam the next day, & my teacher told me to torture myself/ (which i did. T.T) B, My parents needed me as interchange, as, my dad is using the same PLANE as the one my mum is coming back in. So, they. needed. me. to. (wait for it.) hold the carkeys & parking ticket. Aren't i so important! xDD oh and, C, My dad went for work in the morning. No transport. & i didnt know if michelle was going. haha. Which i found out later that she was. :O. oops. heh..
WEELLLL.. other than that., today is the day when my mummy saw my report card. Which had ALOT of red marks in. T.T i knew i was gonna get bombed. Which i did. T.T She was downight disappointed in my SPM ADDmaths. @.@ It was terrible i must say tho. veryvery. x( Well, at least, she said that she really has to take action next year, or probably end of this year already.@.@ so, guys! the last holiday i have is probably from NOW until i leave for KL. which is... 23 days from now... TIME IS TICKING! After this 23 days. I'm on mental lockdown. :(:( diedie.
 This is my fate next year. hahahha! jkjk~ not emo. haha
OH!. RAWR!!!! I HAVE A PIANO EXAM TOMORROW!! WISH ME GOODLUCK! I REALLY NEED IT. T.T NEED IT!!!!!!!! I'M... TERRIBLE. I THINK.. GAHh! 
Sunday, November 22, 2009,6:12 AM
rawr. a day on the sun. SUN-day. dota-ing..~~ well spending have the time to even trying to find a game. hhaha!. Today, we'll talk about doors.  This is a door to my heart. Wanna find it?  Get through the maze~
Saturday, November 21, 2009,6:59 AM
hello!! I just got back from NANA's house. x) t'was fun! Oh nanananananananana! Whyyyy do you have leave when we just started to get close to you! OH! && i'll miss your randomness & loads more episode of "nana's pointless stories"!! aawww.. We'll really miss you!.. I mean, maybe we're not THAT close. but stil your presence is needed. hahaha! I remember last time when you were so quiet, we wud walkwalkwalk den turn around to see if you were still around! hahaha.. Thhat was the time when you WERE quiet.. now.. sing like nobody's business ah! xD not quiet little nana anymore, its a random nana we were looking forward to before you came. yes. we were excited to see who you were, well i was anyway. xD. anywayy, i don have any pictures from the bbq just now, but i'm sure they will be uploaded on facebook soon enough. haha!. we; `played. the trampoline. `watched people sing, `eat dinner. `played on trampoline somemore `played guitar hero `sang abba songs. x) `laugh at scott getting hit on by a 5 year old little minah! xD (highlight of the night)OH!. Because i was outside alot, i have LOADS of mossy bites. boohoo!. ps, steven has really scary mossy bites, goosebumps looking at it. eeeeeeeeeeeee.... ^^ 
Thursday, November 19, 2009,11:23 PM
i'm sorry i didnt blog yesterday... was wayyyy too sleepy... like z z z baby. don't know why also. xD. Maybe its just been a busy day yesterday. Because, we went home at lunch yesterday && michelle, xiau sian & christine randomly came to my house for movie & monopoly!. It was so.. random! xDD. anywayyy..! TODAY IS OUR LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! ISNT THAT AWWEESSOMMMEE?! XXDDD LOVEITLOVEITLOVEIT!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009,6:56 AM
hello! I know its been a LONG day. But this will not stop me from blogging. I'm currently chatting to.. 4 people. haha. 2 on msn, 1 on fb, 1 texting. wow. Okay, I finish watching 2012! Like weee~~ the people that went todady was. Me, scott, michelle, christine, nana, hui yen, patrick, nico, aaron && arlmaxzar!whooo~ long line. hahaha. well there was 10 of us form 4 kiddos in the cinemas on row H! & I counting me & scott... haha!  ITS A GREAT MOVIE! RECOMMENDED TO WATCH! ^^ I LIKE IT. ITS SOOOO COOL! THANKS FOR EVERYONE THAT CAME TODAY! WHOO~ NICE TO BE HAPPY AFTER KNOWING MY CRAPPY RESULTS ANYWAYY! X)
Tuesday, November 17, 2009,3:40 AM
Feels nice to have a off day on a school day. Its definately not a "study leave". xD Except i did go & do something about my moral project. Aint i good? x) My mummy left for Sibu to attend a wedding today. :/ So, i'm incharge of the house while my daddy is at work now. huahuahahhaha!! woo~ just finish playing dota with branbran & valval. xD nice man.
Monday, November 16, 2009,4:34 AM
Hello EVERYBODY! Once again. Not failing to do daily blogging for the whole world. x) except i missed out a day. few days ago. :/ because i had a really bad headache. so yeh. sowie! My results are utterly terrible now!. My mummy say i have to PIANG next year. LAST YEAR. she told me to settle down already. Get down into your books. It made me tear just hearing those words. She was never giving up hope on me. She just want me to have a sense of secondary school life with her all controlling me. xD next year. She's so gonna grill me. hahah. 
Saturday, November 14, 2009,10:58 PM
Its very inspiring to talk to people with insights about what they want to do in life. Its like that is wat makes them strive for the best. Having a dream is definately what makes people do their best. I like to see that. Theory: Dreams are what makes the world go round. (accepted)
Having met people that is striving hard to achieve their goals in their life has really deeply inspired me. Its like like watching a painting reveal itself. otherwise, in the making. Its soo.. touching. x) that kinda friend is cool. Its like seeing how that person see in life. Its not about playing games, or getting a hot chick/dude. Its plainly about the future. Which is probably the last thing some people think about. Life is still not about only studying and getting good results all the time. BUT. How u use that knowledge to achieve your dreams. Everyone needs a goal. Everyone has to confirm their road to take. Its like a one more step closer to success. ^^ ANYWAYYY....Back to common life. Haha. `went to the foodfair. sold more than 12++ chocolate chip cookies (christine's) `watched transformers 2 with dad. `went swimming with premjit `got to meet a new friend. ^^ `....going to watch " where got ghost" = "Xia Dao Xiao" With family now. BYEE
Friday, November 13, 2009,8:44 AM
  Me && the mice~ Fables was sooo.. cute!! i LOVE the tortoise && the frogs!. haha! i totally regret not joining fables. xD Ah well!. ^^ They had fun practicing & performing. I had fun watching and noting the scene at the auditorium.. For next year's drama of course! haha! <33's dramas. xD
Thursday, November 12, 2009,10:24 PM
I'm gonna reply my tags here; WOW. I didnt know my friends would actually check for updates in ma blog. hahahha! Anyywayy.. thanks. Christine: haha. i really trying not to give up... But its so.. ugghhh~. everytime a result come back i'll be sooo.. disappointed. :/ i hate this feeling. @.@ Syn yi: Yeah. i really hope so. I want it to be over ASAP. & govern my own carefree life ahead. @.@ Juelze: YAA!! miss you sooo much!!!... miss your carefree self & entertainment in life. blahhh...
1:50 AM
 I'm in a pit of regret. Does everyone feel like that in some parts of their lives? Because i'm feeling that right now. Looking at my papers and thinking that i could have done so much better. And that, i've disappointed myself. I tried. I really did. But, Nothing goes in. Am i breaking down? My brain is like disfunctioning for myself. I can advice other people.... But now.. I can't even hold myself together. I have no life anymore....~ I don't even wanna think of my future anymore. Feels like i wanna give up already. Come on, I go home, straight away on com. watch tv. text. So.. lifeless. 
Wednesday, November 11, 2009,5:18 AM
RAWRRRRR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its is over!! This year's examinations is at last. OVER! my goodness. waited for this day since the beginning of the year already. Hahaa!! YESYESYESYESYESYESYESYES! Okay, calming down now.. *whispers* yayyyyyyyy As usual my class is boring with the "exam's over hype".. @.@ chill mann,, exams are over. chill~~ oh. Wait. they did chill. They are too cool to go nuts about it being over. RIGHT. NOW i'm itching to partyyy~ but i need to settle the foodfair things. omg. its just this sundayy.. haiyo. Need to thinkthinkthink again. aha I DON'T CARE, I AIN'T GONNA WORRY ABOUT THE RESULTS.! GAH. KAYY. I'M LYING. I AM. T.T HELP!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009,7:04 AM
YAWNNNNN!!!! I'm sleepy yet no sleepy. what kind of symptom is that? Its examination fever. xDbutbutbut!!! ITS ENDING TOMORROW!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGGG... ITS ALMOST DONE!! I MEAN SERIOUSLY.. ONE MORE.... DAYYY.. LEFTT!! Okayy.. This part of the blog is for someone in trouble. Sometimes, things don't happen like the way you want it to. It's like the more you want something, the more you'll get disappointed. Come on, do i have to say "be strong" to you too? haha! You're stronger than that. Maybe its just your time to let go, So you have to let go with a smile, make the best of it. Don't show the world that you have lost. Lets just say, everything happens for a reason. So. Live with it. HAHA. OH. & thanks for being there for me, so i'm being here for you too! ^^ 
Monday, November 9, 2009,7:50 AM
This Pic is especially for you.
Was, now, a memory. ~~
7:15 AM
Its so weird. I actually WANT to ace chemistry.. Its my only chance for my science subjects.
& this is he only subject , i can fully understand to the max. or have no problems in it anywayy. ^^ Which is soooo great!! I"m gonnna prayyy soo hard tonight that i will ace this chem!!!!! GROWL. Ilostmychemistrynotebook. iamsad. x( Ngeh.  See what a good blogger i am.. so tired still wanting to blog. haha I know this is aint good for my health & everything. But, i think i have sleeping disorders. :/ Bcoz, i can't just tell my head. "go to sleep". It just wont switch off!! So i give up. & tire the brain of mine til it HAS to switch off. yes. poor me :/
OHOHohhh!! I saw this cuteee puppy at my piano teacher's place. Its sooo adorablee!! But so kesian it was handicapped. It can't walk well. lets update with pics. ^^
  
Sunday, November 8, 2009,5:41 AM
crapiicrapiicrapiidooodaaaa~ crapiicrapiicrapiidayyyy~ darn! i... studied the wrong thing today!! I meant to study physics. BUT i go study chemistry.. thinking that it was tomorrow. ngehngehngeh~ I'm so gonna kiss my ace-ing physics dream goodbye ord.(not that i will in the first place) hahaha.... SO i'm dead. so dead. so dead. physics i haven't even got the gist/ hang of it yet. haiyooooooooo~ my worst science subject. my favourite is still chemistry. :OOO I feel so sien ord laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. x(((( NEVERMIND. SCHOOL HOLIDAYS IS COMING SOON. PARTYING TIME IS NEARLY HERE. A BIT MORE ALYSSA. A FEW MORE DAYS LEFT. NEED. ENCOURAGEMENT. PRONTO! SOONNN ALYYY SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNN! AWW PLEASE BE SOOONNN.. COME ON & COME ALREADYYY! THIS IS NOT SOON! THIS IS A LONG TIME!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH:'( 
Saturday, November 7, 2009,2:21 AM
I'm going to try a different approach today.
I'm gonna type the WRONG side. hahaha. Anywayys.
Other than studying for exams in my life. Nothing much is happening right now. Except the fact we have LOADS of things planned for AFTER the exams. (see how we always think far into the future) We girlies seem to have a hard time not thinking about going to partyy.. But we don't do real "partying" we're more into... a.. gathering. xD. well i am anywayy. I rather not waste my time wishing to get high & stuff. It might be fun experiencing it tho. xO. But i don't get people who do it all the time. OR think about it at all times. Its like, they wanna be the "social" peeps. But can't people just do it the healthy way? I'm not discriminating party people. Just. saying not to go overboard la. Yes, you want thrills in your life. But some things are to be regretted later on in life you know? but blahblahblah. i sound like an old wuss. But i just want to imply it this way that. well. partying? drinking? getting laid? IS that your number ONE priority right now?I'm asking the world. Is there a life without these so called. wanted "pleasures". defying parents? lying to them? Hiding from them? Doing what thieves do? Its a waste of time? yes. Its a waste of everyone's energy? yes.I really have no idea what i'm ranting about. Its just the current issue in my head.
Right. Back to businesss... I just came back from parkson with me familia... Boring...~ no one interesting.. Except the fact that my lil' bro sneaked up to the clown & poked his butt. Which was very unneccessary. haha. The scary chicken.
Friday, November 6, 2009,4:49 AM
ngekngekngek~ I' so addicted to my childhood photos right now. (because i just found them, it was hidden awayyy) I conclude. I LOOK SO DARN CUTE WHEN I WAS SHMAALLL!! gah! wish i was still like that. :/ except older version of course. haha. You guys can check it out on my FACEBOOK. ^^ I'm sorry i sounded relatively emo in my last post.
Someone triggered me. haha. But i'm TOTALLY fine now. As usual la. always on & off one my mood. ^^ nevermind. x) That is alyssa maiyor for you. forever need check up one. Like a sick kid. haha.. rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........ yes yes. I'm a burden i know. But.. i know you all wuvvv me anywayy. hahahahha!
 
Thursday, November 5, 2009,12:23 AM
hmmm.. Todayyy. was kinda relaxing. ^^ Kinda happy at school today. Bio was nice. haha! I'm just remembering how everytime we come out of class, Pandi comes & say "yes!" then walks away. you weirdo. haha (note: yes, i say someone is weird again xD). People might ask, why you exam time still can blog and go online?! Weellll... I'm wanting to be a frequent blog for my friends to read. Its a nice way to "paparkan" my feelings. Plus, I'm only going online TO blog. bcoz fb is getting wayy too boring for hours & hours of playing it. :/ Please facebook team or someone REVERT BACK. I can like give TONS of reasons why i dislike it. T.T  This is pretty. ^^ Now, about what happened in my heart today... Someone asked me, who is actually in that heart of yours? You can say, No one. nada. zilch. blank. To be honest. I really don't remember how to naturally fall for someone already. I've failed almost every times i tried. So now, You can conclude that i've even stopped trying. Is my heart growing colder? Or am i just acting like i don care what my heart says already?.. Lets just say, I'm waiting for the right on to come my doorsteps. Don't ask me who i really have feelings for anymore. Because, my heart has been played with, tortured, suffered with anxiety that i'm sick off. I don't want to be the one always GIVING the love. I want some in return too.. I know i sound like this heart broken little girl. But i'm not, i'm more of an indifferent phase now. If love was right in front of me, I don't think i can spot it anymore. Sorry. Blame it all on the misfortunes i got. :/ i hate having a soft heart at times :/ STOP PLAYING WITH ME. IF YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT DOING JUST THAT. I'M NOT IN THE STATE!Okayyy.. enough with all this emo crap. :/ Its just that someone had just left me and continued life like nothing has changed. and that hurts. I'm fine now. but i wasnt fine then... To all peeps that wants to be in my life, Don't leave me for the sake of it or for the fun of it. :/ Its not funny anymore. not funny at all. i really don't know what i'm ranting about. I just have alot to think about. & only typing then i can feel much better. Sigh. I wish i wasn't a league further than my MPS, It makes me feel left out at times. :/ I'm sorry that i get touched so easily. Its just me baa. :(((( bleh. this is emo crap again. :x change colour....I love my life now though.. ^^ people to care about, getting cared. x) there are people that ARE there for you alyssa. Its whether or not you believe in them. Yes i know they judge you alot. But thats because they're your FRIENDS. they're meant to do that. Don't shake your head at me, alyyy.. You can tell them how you feel. How ever ridiculous it might be. They'll love you however you are Alyssa. Believe in yourself already!! OMG. Its been a month since i turned sixteen! i'm getting old!!! nuuuuu~~
Wednesday, November 4, 2009,1:08 AM
Its been a long day.. From going to school early for nothing. To having to go for assemblyyy.. and then To getting kicked out of the library because of LOITERERS. eesh. AH well. Had fun anywayys.. xD But how can you have fun when you're meant to study. SIGHS. My kind of FUN now is.. nerdy fun BOOHOO! ngeh ngeh ngeh. I wanna go PARTTYYYYYY already. Its been wayyyy too long....................................comecomecome. lets go after exams okayokayy!? xDDD I am serious. i need a HOLIDAY for pete's sake. PLEAASSSEEEE.. my goodness, if i'm saying this now. God knows what wud happen to me NEXT year. CRAP its spm next year. oh crap oh crap. now i just can't wait til next NEXT year. booohoooooo x(  myy thoughts today ;;`` I want to start a new, fresh me. `` Gonna be the Alyssa that is true.``Just to think i started changing when i lost my "brothers"``&& that was.. a year ago.. ^^``Wanna follow my heart where ever it leads me.``I'm not gonna regret anything, things happens for a reason.``loving my friends && family. ^^``this geegee song is still stuck in my head. playing & replaying``aaron wong is weird.``alex F. is weird too``scott is odd.``hui yen is getting weirder.``i think i'm growing up. :O i think everything is weird now. hahahhaha
Tuesday, November 3, 2009,5:50 AM
tralala. Feel so relieved.. I mean, today is a relax from exams day,.. tomorrow only 1 subject AE. whoots for us!!. Poor chinese people. have to sit for 3 papers!! HAHAHAHAHA okay i sound evil. But waddeheck! Nah. I pity those people really. ^^ REALLY. really. really. really. (okay, fine. i don't xD) I'm gonna laugh at hui yen randomly here. hahahahahahhahahaha! and at aaron. ahhahahahahahhahahahahah!  Okay. nothing much to blog. Only the fact that.... whoopiiiieeedooodaaaamyyybmmmisscrappp!!!!! i hate bm. x) oops. forgot to strike that I HATE BM Okay. i'm happy. ^^ Now about complications; I... am happy! All i can say is, sort up your life first den ONLY you can start. HAHA. I wanna start a fresh new beginning, you can say. I am thoroughly OVER the guy. ^^ Thanks to some friends. All supporting me. especially scott and YOU. ^^ i know you'll read this. ahahahha. (everyone will perasan i can feel it. but that is de point) because everyone was there. thanks. :********** mwwwwaaaahhh! 
Monday, November 2, 2009,1:29 AM
Right a bit more elaboration on the complication part. I feel so.... confused? Its a shocking to life really. I didnt expect anything like this before. I thought we would be good friends til the end. Suddenly everything changes. Plus, your status is complicated. You're a nice guy. x) &&& thanks for being there for me alright! hahahahah! I miss you! xD
12:43 AM
I'm sorry i didnt blog yesterday.. Just didnt really feel like it. I know i was online at all. But wasn't in tha mood to do ANYTHING at all.. I hate sch ool Crapppiitttyyyyddooodaaaaa........
My Life is full of complications now. @.@
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Sunday, November 29, 2009,8:55 PM
TODAY IS OUR WUVLY CHRISTINE TAN'S BIRTHDAY!!.Thank you for the lovely party, tirin yes it was. But fun all the same. Most importantly YOU had fun christine. I know you would read my blog. So i'll write my wishes to your here. ^^ happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine happyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtinehappyybirtdayxtine
Friday, November 27, 2009,4:09 AM
aikidoodaaa. Apologies for the lack of full post. I'm suppose to be doing ah ting's homework now. but come on. I haven't blogged for ages. So, Blogging first. Ah ting can wait. hahhaha.bloggy readers don't. xD. Anywayy.. About my.. All so busy day today... I woke up at about... 10am? when i slept at.. 3am? Having this pointless conversation with huiyen, pandi, scott, aaron, christine.. and later, steven & gurjit. HAHAHAH! From feeling lonely yesterday, I'm feeling so... bubbly with enrergy now. x) expect the fact that i have SOLUTIONS OF TRIANGLES to do. gosh. ga blablaal~ BACK to my day, I woke up earlier because scott is coming to my house early so i had to shower & stuff. scott arrived at about. 12? pah. so much for waking up early for him. haha. so we started off the day with playing a spot of dota. wait. ALOT of dota. i almost won.. x( but that team swtiched me to the losing sides. haiyaaa... so sien. ah well. had fun anyways. x) After the dota, it was about.. 5? then we cycled to carolyn's house. played with a two puppies! chuck&may. xD they were sooo.. soft? & tame me likey. x) & we went to michelle's house to get a bicycle pump & bike den go back carolyn's place to get HER bike. den we rode around the area to christine's house, den to bulatan... It.. became dark so fast. :O wow.
Thursday, November 26, 2009,6:12 AM
siiieeeeennn ahhh~~ Wanna go out also cannot.. wish i went out just now.. At least got people there to socialise with.. i feel. lonely. i miss school. x(
Tuesday, November 24, 2009,8:50 PM
GOODAFTERNOON WORLD.~ Its been weeks since i've touch any of my school books already. But, 1530 today, i'm forced to touch my maths books as my mum arranged tuition with my "favourite" teracher this afternoon ( notice the " " marks) crapcrapcrap.... stupid red marks. & i'm going tuition with the guy that GAVE me the red marks. hiahzz
Monday, November 23, 2009,6:26 AM
LAST HOUR OF TODAY Heh. I feel guilty not going to the prolife leadersihp seminar thingo. but, i couldn't go due to the following reasons; A, I had a piano exam the next day, & my teacher told me to torture myself/ (which i did. T.T) B, My parents needed me as interchange, as, my dad is using the same PLANE as the one my mum is coming back in. So, they. needed. me. to. (wait for it.) hold the carkeys & parking ticket. Aren't i so important! xDD oh and, C, My dad went for work in the morning. No transport. & i didnt know if michelle was going. haha. Which i found out later that she was. :O. oops. heh..
WEELLLL.. other than that., today is the day when my mummy saw my report card. Which had ALOT of red marks in. T.T i knew i was gonna get bombed. Which i did. T.T She was downight disappointed in my SPM ADDmaths. @.@ It was terrible i must say tho. veryvery. x( Well, at least, she said that she really has to take action next year, or probably end of this year already.@.@ so, guys! the last holiday i have is probably from NOW until i leave for KL. which is... 23 days from now... TIME IS TICKING! After this 23 days. I'm on mental lockdown. :(:( diedie.
This is my fate next year. hahahha! jkjk~ not emo. haha
OH!. RAWR!!!! I HAVE A PIANO EXAM TOMORROW!! WISH ME GOODLUCK! I REALLY NEED IT. T.T NEED IT!!!!!!!! I'M... TERRIBLE. I THINK.. GAHh!
Sunday, November 22, 2009,6:12 AM
rawr. a day on the sun. SUN-day. dota-ing..~~ well spending have the time to even trying to find a game. hhaha!. Today, we'll talk about doors. This is a door to my heart. Wanna find it? Get through the maze~
Saturday, November 21, 2009,6:59 AM
hello!! I just got back from NANA's house. x) t'was fun! Oh nanananananananana! Whyyyy do you have leave when we just started to get close to you! OH! && i'll miss your randomness & loads more episode of "nana's pointless stories"!! aawww.. We'll really miss you!.. I mean, maybe we're not THAT close. but stil your presence is needed. hahaha! I remember last time when you were so quiet, we wud walkwalkwalk den turn around to see if you were still around! hahaha.. Thhat was the time when you WERE quiet.. now.. sing like nobody's business ah! xD not quiet little nana anymore, its a random nana we were looking forward to before you came. yes. we were excited to see who you were, well i was anyway. xD. anywayy, i don have any pictures from the bbq just now, but i'm sure they will be uploaded on facebook soon enough. haha!. we; `played. the trampoline. `watched people sing, `eat dinner. `played on trampoline somemore `played guitar hero `sang abba songs. x) `laugh at scott getting hit on by a 5 year old little minah! xD (highlight of the night)OH!. Because i was outside alot, i have LOADS of mossy bites. boohoo!. ps, steven has really scary mossy bites, goosebumps looking at it. eeeeeeeeeeeee.... ^^
Thursday, November 19, 2009,11:23 PM
i'm sorry i didnt blog yesterday... was wayyyy too sleepy... like z z z baby. don't know why also. xD. Maybe its just been a busy day yesterday. Because, we went home at lunch yesterday && michelle, xiau sian & christine randomly came to my house for movie & monopoly!. It was so.. random! xDD. anywayyy..! TODAY IS OUR LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! ISNT THAT AWWEESSOMMMEE?! XXDDD LOVEITLOVEITLOVEIT!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009,6:56 AM
hello! I know its been a LONG day. But this will not stop me from blogging. I'm currently chatting to.. 4 people. haha. 2 on msn, 1 on fb, 1 texting. wow. Okay, I finish watching 2012! Like weee~~ the people that went todady was. Me, scott, michelle, christine, nana, hui yen, patrick, nico, aaron && arlmaxzar!whooo~ long line. hahaha. well there was 10 of us form 4 kiddos in the cinemas on row H! & I counting me & scott... haha! ITS A GREAT MOVIE! RECOMMENDED TO WATCH! ^^ I LIKE IT. ITS SOOOO COOL! THANKS FOR EVERYONE THAT CAME TODAY! WHOO~ NICE TO BE HAPPY AFTER KNOWING MY CRAPPY RESULTS ANYWAYY! X)
Tuesday, November 17, 2009,3:40 AM
Feels nice to have a off day on a school day. Its definately not a "study leave". xD Except i did go & do something about my moral project. Aint i good? x) My mummy left for Sibu to attend a wedding today. :/ So, i'm incharge of the house while my daddy is at work now. huahuahahhaha!! woo~ just finish playing dota with branbran & valval. xD nice man.
Monday, November 16, 2009,4:34 AM
Hello EVERYBODY! Once again. Not failing to do daily blogging for the whole world. x) except i missed out a day. few days ago. :/ because i had a really bad headache. so yeh. sowie! My results are utterly terrible now!. My mummy say i have to PIANG next year. LAST YEAR. she told me to settle down already. Get down into your books. It made me tear just hearing those words. She was never giving up hope on me. She just want me to have a sense of secondary school life with her all controlling me. xD next year. She's so gonna grill me. hahah.
Saturday, November 14, 2009,10:58 PM
Its very inspiring to talk to people with insights about what they want to do in life. Its like that is wat makes them strive for the best. Having a dream is definately what makes people do their best. I like to see that. Theory: Dreams are what makes the world go round. (accepted)
Having met people that is striving hard to achieve their goals in their life has really deeply inspired me. Its like like watching a painting reveal itself. otherwise, in the making. Its soo.. touching. x) that kinda friend is cool. Its like seeing how that person see in life. Its not about playing games, or getting a hot chick/dude. Its plainly about the future. Which is probably the last thing some people think about. Life is still not about only studying and getting good results all the time. BUT. How u use that knowledge to achieve your dreams. Everyone needs a goal. Everyone has to confirm their road to take. Its like a one more step closer to success. ^^ ANYWAYYY....Back to common life. Haha. `went to the foodfair. sold more than 12++ chocolate chip cookies (christine's) `watched transformers 2 with dad. `went swimming with premjit `got to meet a new friend. ^^ `....going to watch " where got ghost" = "Xia Dao Xiao" With family now. BYEE
Friday, November 13, 2009,8:44 AM
Me && the mice~ Fables was sooo.. cute!! i LOVE the tortoise && the frogs!. haha! i totally regret not joining fables. xD Ah well!. ^^ They had fun practicing & performing. I had fun watching and noting the scene at the auditorium.. For next year's drama of course! haha! <33's dramas. xD
Thursday, November 12, 2009,10:24 PM
I'm gonna reply my tags here; WOW. I didnt know my friends would actually check for updates in ma blog. hahahha! Anyywayy.. thanks. Christine: haha. i really trying not to give up... But its so.. ugghhh~. everytime a result come back i'll be sooo.. disappointed. :/ i hate this feeling. @.@ Syn yi: Yeah. i really hope so. I want it to be over ASAP. & govern my own carefree life ahead. @.@ Juelze: YAA!! miss you sooo much!!!... miss your carefree self & entertainment in life. blahhh...
1:50 AM
I'm in a pit of regret. Does everyone feel like that in some parts of their lives? Because i'm feeling that right now. Looking at my papers and thinking that i could have done so much better. And that, i've disappointed myself. I tried. I really did. But, Nothing goes in. Am i breaking down? My brain is like disfunctioning for myself. I can advice other people.... But now.. I can't even hold myself together. I have no life anymore....~ I don't even wanna think of my future anymore. Feels like i wanna give up already. Come on, I go home, straight away on com. watch tv. text. So.. lifeless.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009,5:18 AM
RAWRRRRR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its is over!! This year's examinations is at last. OVER! my goodness. waited for this day since the beginning of the year already. Hahaa!! YESYESYESYESYESYESYESYES! Okay, calming down now.. *whispers* yayyyyyyyy As usual my class is boring with the "exam's over hype".. @.@ chill mann,, exams are over. chill~~ oh. Wait. they did chill. They are too cool to go nuts about it being over. RIGHT. NOW i'm itching to partyyy~ but i need to settle the foodfair things. omg. its just this sundayy.. haiyo. Need to thinkthinkthink again. aha I DON'T CARE, I AIN'T GONNA WORRY ABOUT THE RESULTS.! GAH. KAYY. I'M LYING. I AM. T.T HELP!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009,7:04 AM
YAWNNNNN!!!! I'm sleepy yet no sleepy. what kind of symptom is that? Its examination fever. xDbutbutbut!!! ITS ENDING TOMORROW!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGGG... ITS ALMOST DONE!! I MEAN SERIOUSLY.. ONE MORE.... DAYYY.. LEFTT!! Okayy.. This part of the blog is for someone in trouble. Sometimes, things don't happen like the way you want it to. It's like the more you want something, the more you'll get disappointed. Come on, do i have to say "be strong" to you too? haha! You're stronger than that. Maybe its just your time to let go, So you have to let go with a smile, make the best of it. Don't show the world that you have lost. Lets just say, everything happens for a reason. So. Live with it. HAHA. OH. & thanks for being there for me, so i'm being here for you too! ^^
Monday, November 9, 2009,7:50 AM
This Pic is especially for you.
Was, now, a memory. ~~
7:15 AM
Its so weird. I actually WANT to ace chemistry.. Its my only chance for my science subjects.
& this is he only subject , i can fully understand to the max. or have no problems in it anywayy. ^^ Which is soooo great!! I"m gonnna prayyy soo hard tonight that i will ace this chem!!!!! GROWL. Ilostmychemistrynotebook. iamsad. x( Ngeh. See what a good blogger i am.. so tired still wanting to blog. haha I know this is aint good for my health & everything. But, i think i have sleeping disorders. :/ Bcoz, i can't just tell my head. "go to sleep". It just wont switch off!! So i give up. & tire the brain of mine til it HAS to switch off. yes. poor me :/
OHOHohhh!! I saw this cuteee puppy at my piano teacher's place. Its sooo adorablee!! But so kesian it was handicapped. It can't walk well. lets update with pics. ^^
Sunday, November 8, 2009,5:41 AM
crapiicrapiicrapiidooodaaaa~ crapiicrapiicrapiidayyyy~ darn! i... studied the wrong thing today!! I meant to study physics. BUT i go study chemistry.. thinking that it was tomorrow. ngehngehngeh~ I'm so gonna kiss my ace-ing physics dream goodbye ord.(not that i will in the first place) hahaha.... SO i'm dead. so dead. so dead. physics i haven't even got the gist/ hang of it yet. haiyooooooooo~ my worst science subject. my favourite is still chemistry. :OOO I feel so sien ord laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. x(((( NEVERMIND. SCHOOL HOLIDAYS IS COMING SOON. PARTYING TIME IS NEARLY HERE. A BIT MORE ALYSSA. A FEW MORE DAYS LEFT. NEED. ENCOURAGEMENT. PRONTO! SOONNN ALYYY SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNN! AWW PLEASE BE SOOONNN.. COME ON & COME ALREADYYY! THIS IS NOT SOON! THIS IS A LONG TIME!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH:'(
Saturday, November 7, 2009,2:21 AM
I'm going to try a different approach today.
I'm gonna type the WRONG side. hahaha. Anywayys.
Other than studying for exams in my life. Nothing much is happening right now. Except the fact we have LOADS of things planned for AFTER the exams. (see how we always think far into the future) We girlies seem to have a hard time not thinking about going to partyy.. But we don't do real "partying" we're more into... a.. gathering. xD. well i am anywayy. I rather not waste my time wishing to get high & stuff. It might be fun experiencing it tho. xO. But i don't get people who do it all the time. OR think about it at all times. Its like, they wanna be the "social" peeps. But can't people just do it the healthy way? I'm not discriminating party people. Just. saying not to go overboard la. Yes, you want thrills in your life. But some things are to be regretted later on in life you know? but blahblahblah. i sound like an old wuss. But i just want to imply it this way that. well. partying? drinking? getting laid? IS that your number ONE priority right now?I'm asking the world. Is there a life without these so called. wanted "pleasures". defying parents? lying to them? Hiding from them? Doing what thieves do? Its a waste of time? yes. Its a waste of everyone's energy? yes.I really have no idea what i'm ranting about. Its just the current issue in my head.
Right. Back to businesss... I just came back from parkson with me familia... Boring...~ no one interesting.. Except the fact that my lil' bro sneaked up to the clown & poked his butt. Which was very unneccessary. haha. The scary chicken.
Friday, November 6, 2009,4:49 AM
ngekngekngek~ I' so addicted to my childhood photos right now. (because i just found them, it was hidden awayyy) I conclude. I LOOK SO DARN CUTE WHEN I WAS SHMAALLL!! gah! wish i was still like that. :/ except older version of course. haha. You guys can check it out on my FACEBOOK. ^^ I'm sorry i sounded relatively emo in my last post.
Someone triggered me. haha. But i'm TOTALLY fine now. As usual la. always on & off one my mood. ^^ nevermind. x) That is alyssa maiyor for you. forever need check up one. Like a sick kid. haha.. rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........ yes yes. I'm a burden i know. But.. i know you all wuvvv me anywayy. hahahahha!
Thursday, November 5, 2009,12:23 AM
hmmm.. Todayyy. was kinda relaxing. ^^ Kinda happy at school today. Bio was nice. haha! I'm just remembering how everytime we come out of class, Pandi comes & say "yes!" then walks away. you weirdo. haha (note: yes, i say someone is weird again xD). People might ask, why you exam time still can blog and go online?! Weellll... I'm wanting to be a frequent blog for my friends to read. Its a nice way to "paparkan" my feelings. Plus, I'm only going online TO blog. bcoz fb is getting wayy too boring for hours & hours of playing it. :/ Please facebook team or someone REVERT BACK. I can like give TONS of reasons why i dislike it. T.T This is pretty. ^^ Now, about what happened in my heart today... Someone asked me, who is actually in that heart of yours? You can say, No one. nada. zilch. blank. To be honest. I really don't remember how to naturally fall for someone already. I've failed almost every times i tried. So now, You can conclude that i've even stopped trying. Is my heart growing colder? Or am i just acting like i don care what my heart says already?.. Lets just say, I'm waiting for the right on to come my doorsteps. Don't ask me who i really have feelings for anymore. Because, my heart has been played with, tortured, suffered with anxiety that i'm sick off. I don't want to be the one always GIVING the love. I want some in return too.. I know i sound like this heart broken little girl. But i'm not, i'm more of an indifferent phase now. If love was right in front of me, I don't think i can spot it anymore. Sorry. Blame it all on the misfortunes i got. :/ i hate having a soft heart at times :/ STOP PLAYING WITH ME. IF YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT DOING JUST THAT. I'M NOT IN THE STATE!Okayyy.. enough with all this emo crap. :/ Its just that someone had just left me and continued life like nothing has changed. and that hurts. I'm fine now. but i wasnt fine then... To all peeps that wants to be in my life, Don't leave me for the sake of it or for the fun of it. :/ Its not funny anymore. not funny at all. i really don't know what i'm ranting about. I just have alot to think about. & only typing then i can feel much better. Sigh. I wish i wasn't a league further than my MPS, It makes me feel left out at times. :/ I'm sorry that i get touched so easily. Its just me baa. :(((( bleh. this is emo crap again. :x change colour....I love my life now though.. ^^ people to care about, getting cared. x) there are people that ARE there for you alyssa. Its whether or not you believe in them. Yes i know they judge you alot. But thats because they're your FRIENDS. they're meant to do that. Don't shake your head at me, alyyy.. You can tell them how you feel. How ever ridiculous it might be. They'll love you however you are Alyssa. Believe in yourself already!! OMG. Its been a month since i turned sixteen! i'm getting old!!! nuuuuu~~
Wednesday, November 4, 2009,1:08 AM
Its been a long day.. From going to school early for nothing. To having to go for assemblyyy.. and then To getting kicked out of the library because of LOITERERS. eesh. AH well. Had fun anywayys.. xD But how can you have fun when you're meant to study. SIGHS. My kind of FUN now is.. nerdy fun BOOHOO! ngeh ngeh ngeh. I wanna go PARTTYYYYYY already. Its been wayyyy too long....................................comecomecome. lets go after exams okayokayy!? xDDD I am serious. i need a HOLIDAY for pete's sake. PLEAASSSEEEE.. my goodness, if i'm saying this now. God knows what wud happen to me NEXT year. CRAP its spm next year. oh crap oh crap. now i just can't wait til next NEXT year. booohoooooo x( myy thoughts today ;;`` I want to start a new, fresh me. `` Gonna be the Alyssa that is true.``Just to think i started changing when i lost my "brothers"``&& that was.. a year ago.. ^^``Wanna follow my heart where ever it leads me.``I'm not gonna regret anything, things happens for a reason.``loving my friends && family. ^^``this geegee song is still stuck in my head. playing & replaying``aaron wong is weird.``alex F. is weird too``scott is odd.``hui yen is getting weirder.``i think i'm growing up. :O i think everything is weird now. hahahhaha
Tuesday, November 3, 2009,5:50 AM
tralala. Feel so relieved.. I mean, today is a relax from exams day,.. tomorrow only 1 subject AE. whoots for us!!. Poor chinese people. have to sit for 3 papers!! HAHAHAHAHA okay i sound evil. But waddeheck! Nah. I pity those people really. ^^ REALLY. really. really. really. (okay, fine. i don't xD) I'm gonna laugh at hui yen randomly here. hahahahahahhahahaha! and at aaron. ahhahahahahahhahahahahah! Okay. nothing much to blog. Only the fact that.... whoopiiiieeedooodaaaamyyybmmmisscrappp!!!!! i hate bm. x) oops. forgot to strike that I HATE BM Okay. i'm happy. ^^ Now about complications; I... am happy! All i can say is, sort up your life first den ONLY you can start. HAHA. I wanna start a fresh new beginning, you can say. I am thoroughly OVER the guy. ^^ Thanks to some friends. All supporting me. especially scott and YOU. ^^ i know you'll read this. ahahahha. (everyone will perasan i can feel it. but that is de point) because everyone was there. thanks. :********** mwwwwaaaahhh!
Monday, November 2, 2009,1:29 AM
Right a bit more elaboration on the complication part. I feel so.... confused? Its a shocking to life really. I didnt expect anything like this before. I thought we would be good friends til the end. Suddenly everything changes. Plus, your status is complicated. You're a nice guy. x) &&& thanks for being there for me alright! hahahahah! I miss you! xD
12:43 AM
I'm sorry i didnt blog yesterday.. Just didnt really feel like it. I know i was online at all. But wasn't in tha mood to do ANYTHING at all.. I hate school Crapppiitttyyyyddooodaaaaa........
My Life is full of complications now. @.@
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